MaasyaAllah

I love this ustaz. He so young and his words are clear to swallow.

Hurt again

My feet is hurting again..Damn hurt. I am in pain. Sux.

I is grateful. Alhamdulillah for this pain because i know Allah gives me chance to clean up my sins..

I just need strenght to get trough this. I am a house runner,i really need my foot for taking care my family. Please Allah give me strenght. I always know that U lovo me. Alhamdulillah.

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10 months young

He is very active and energetic.

Not so fan of food. Loves boobs milk than anything. Haha

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Recipe

I have leftover rice and no time to setting out the ingredients for nasi goreng. So here I do this. Simple and easy menu for quick meal. I would call it My-Rice Pizza.

• 2 eggs
• half cup rice
• dice 1 large onions
• 2 crab sticks  (can substitute with sausages)
• cheddar cheese
• 2 tbs milk ( not necessary )
• 1 tsp olive oil
• salt & pepper
• thyme / fresh herbs
• Mix all the ingredients and pour to the hot non stick pan.
• cook by side. Finally grated cheese on top. 
• Put a lid on the top of the pan so that the cheese could melting

Hari ini 9 Februari

Demam. Muhammad bukan tak pernah demam before tapi, kalini lebih ngada dan tinggi panasnya. Menyusu pun takmau aku rasa tekak dia sakit sebab setiap kali menyusu dia mcm marah-marah nangis and then stop bf. Atau sebab lain, teething, entahlah. Either one, memang kesian tengok dia , makan pun tak lalu sangat, minum takmau. Yang dia nak aku peluk je dia. Memang tak payah buat kerja lain. Dah tak boleh nak kemas, masak terpaksa lah duduk je dalam bilik melayan dia, golek-golek atas katil. Maka, sempat pulak aku menaip blog ni ha. Berat MMD sekarang 8 kilo lebih aku dah tak larat nak pouch dia lelama, rasa nak tercabut bahu sebelah ni..tapi at least ia membantu dapat tidurkan dia jugak.

Kira selama 10 bulan ni, kali ini baru demam, kira terror lah juga budak ngada ni kan, nak bagi mak dia lebih layan dia lah ni.

mmd dengan kain basahnye..haha

tidur nak melekap

muka mak dah stress penat

Shopping

I do love online shopping and had buy a lot of things from internet. Most of them are reliable and trustful. However we need to be alert and careful sometimes. So for today, I like to promote this blog for blouse, dress and jubah. Happy Shopping!

Beautiful Escape

Finding Nemo..(Jamu)

Harini berurut badan, au tak rasa segar pulak lepas urut. tapi rasa letih yang amat sangat. Rasa badan letih sangat. Tengah survey nak beli Jamu atau Collagen. Yang mana satu entah.

from http://jamumakdara.com/

Jamu Mak Dara ni nampak cam best pada aku sebab the word 'jamu' tu je sebab, biasalah kan jamu dikaitkan dengan wanita. Tapi klu dibaca kandungannya, dalam 2 minggu je habis dah sebab sehari kene makan 4biji pagi dan petang. Harga sebotol RM49 - 60 biji kapsul.

from http://www.rahsiacantik.com

Yang ni memang lain sikit la, minuman collagen. Banyak pula aku dengar bagus minum collagen ni. Sebab boleh memperbaiki kulit aku yang makin tua ni kan. And teruja nya aku sebab dia minumam so lg rajin aku nak minum. Harga RM59.90 untuk kegunaan sebulan. Minum sekali je sehari.

I ll buy one of these and wait for my reviews.

Pelik

Kenapa kita akan rasa gelisah bila one of our kawan cuba menjauhkan diri dari kita?Walaupun mereka bukan lah rapat sangat dan jarang berjumpa dengan kita. Kenapa?

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Sekolah sekarang

Pelik kan sekarang. Takut pulak aku. Setiap kali bila cikgu kata ada ujian je, aku start nervous. Bermacam macam main dalam fikiran aku. Rasa takut Luc ketinggalan dalam ujian, kene tukar kelas ke corot ( walaupun cikgu berulang-ulang kata sekolah tu takde peringkat kelas ). Tapi dalam masa yang sama juga, aku rasa janganlah Luc berjaya "sangat" dlm ujian tu sebab nanti masuk kelas dengan budak-budak lain yang power, lagi aku stress. Menyusahkan betul.

Sekarang macam-macam tau, ada peringkat ujian laluan pintas tu, maknanya murid-murid akan di lompat kan ke tahap 2 kalau power sangat. So cepat lah sikit habis darjah 6 nanti. Aku tak suka cara sekolah sekarang. Nak buat camana, zaman berubah kan. Terima aje lah. Harap-harap Luc gembira sekolah kat situ and chill bersama kawan-kawan.

Overloaded

Last week, my friend gave me the raw tapioca balls, and since then we been keeping our tummy full with these balls..
ever heard of cool blog..chatime..gongcha..cup avon..and any other kiosk and names out there selling this drink? yes it best with Milk tea

Selepas cuti

Sejak Luc dah sekolah,barulah aku rasa macam mana gembiranya hati nak bercuti ke mana2 di waktu cuti sekolah.Memang terasa begitu damai dan seronok. Kalau dulu tak akan ada rasa seronok ke tak sebab tiap2 hari sama, bila bila pon boleh plan nak pergi holiday, tak payah tunggu cuti sekolah pon. 

Now after long CNY holiday..school will start tomorow. ill draw myself to my normal routine and unstopable degree of concern..

I will keep waiting for Friday and weekend again and again. hah!

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Blogging

Aku blog sebab, entah. Dulu aku blog sebab nak share kehidupan di perantauan. 

Konon macam diari kehidupan melepaskan apa terbuku di dada lah. Then i knew my friends and family dapat catch up my life walaupun berjauhan.

Bila di negara sendiri, blogging dah jadi bukan diari dah. Perhaps it is for me to share benda-benda bodoh nak merepek. Kadang ada masa kita taknak jumpa orang bercerita tapi dalam masa yang sama, kita nak juga lepaskan apa yang terbuku di dalam hati. Betul tak? 

Aku sure ramai yang rasa mcm ni. Dan, ada juga situasi pula, bila tetiba macam-macam benda dalam kepala otak nak ditulis dalam blog, tapi tak berkesempatan. 

Bila dah duduk depan komputer nak menaip, dang! hilang semua. 

Dah tak tahu nak tulis apa. Blank nak mampos. Okay now I am Blank.

who do u capture my love?

Chinese New Year Holiday

This year's Chinese New Year tidak kemana. Lepak rumah siapkan apa yang patut, hadiri macam-macam meeting. And another bidan terjun aku kali ni, busy with helping sisters on their business. Clothing business. Memang susan dan penat bekerja di belakang tabir. Fotografi, persalinan, pemilihan baju..errs semua penat lah. Tapi semua settled and my sisters were happy. Pray well for their business.

Bawak anak-anak bekerja perkara biasa dah bagi aku. Kalau bawak site tu lagi challenging. At least ni boleh jugak MMD crawling everywhere in the house and Fat main sender-sendir did lah.

Sibuk

Banyak kali dah rasanya aku buat post pasal sibuk. Poyo gile kan, sibuk memanjang mengalahkan menteri pelancongan.. dalam-dalam sibuk ibadah jangan dilupakan. Itu paling aku kene ingat sentiasa. Walau dalam keadaan macam mana pun, ibadah kepada Allah S.W.T tak boleh kita abaikan. InsyaAllah semua hidup akan diberkati.

Dah berlalu 4 minggu Luc start his school world. And I'm still struggling on adjusting my time and life to be a mother of a 'student'. It seem pretty well now, even i dare say a bit crunchy at the beginning. thank God i survived. The most scariest thing is, wake up late! haha..tapi setakat ni gold medal for me as we never late.Yet. Hopefully never!

Also at the first month of this new year, I've been facing quite 'challenging' life. I'm not really feel to share  about it here but, i can say that i had near to giving up and my life so crumbled. I felt lost. Sad.

I know all that happened, must be a good hikmah frm Him. I trust Him and what ever He have for me..

A part of my hardship was about my family. How hard our life been tested by Him, i know now, that family must be always support each other. I never knew what would happen if we stand by alone without brother, sister and parent.

okay, i don't want to elaborate about this, Alhamdulillah i am okay now. Recovery phase. Infact, i really happy now. My son's is very independent at school. He's surviving and doing good. Im so proud of him.

"Mummy love u Luqman for ever and ever, u have to remember that always always."

Proud of standard 1

Luqman 1st day at school. Alhamdulillah he loves school and survive all by himself.

 He is so independent and unbelievable responsible.

Grateful

Don't judge my choices..all must have a reason. i hate stupidity. My life is only for Him, husband, mak and my kids. Enough. I have settled down.
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My Work

97% done
furnitures is coming in.
i am working on frames and wall art decorations.

1st phase

Mostly this house is perfectly designed with built ins and custom made elements. Not a common renovation. I was happy. ( that is the designer's pursue )

awesome apeks installing tv cabinet & study table

study table at girl's room 

tv cabinet, wall panelling & timber posts installed