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Pelik

2012-02-02T01:20:00.001+08:00

Kenapa kita akan rasa gelisah bila one of our kawan cuba menjauhkan diri dari kita?Walaupun mereka bukan lah rapat sangat dan jarang berjumpa dengan kita. Kenapa?

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Sekolah sekarang

2012-01-31T23:39:00.001+08:00

Pelik kan sekarang. Takut pulak aku. Setiap kali bila cikgu kata ada ujian je, aku start nervous. Bermacam macam main dalam fikiran aku. Rasa takut Luc ketinggalan dalam ujian, kene tukar kelas ke corot ( walaupun cikgu berulang-ulang kata sekolah tu takde peringkat kelas ). Tapi dalam masa yang sama juga, aku rasa janganlah Luc berjaya "sangat" dlm ujian tu sebab nanti masuk kelas dengan budak-budak lain yang power, lagi aku stress. Menyusahkan betul.

Sekarang macam-macam tau, ada peringkat ujian laluan pintas tu, maknanya murid-murid akan di lompat kan ke tahap 2 kalau power sangat. So cepat lah sikit habis darjah 6 nanti. Aku tak suka cara sekolah sekarang. Nak buat camana, zaman berubah kan. Terima aje lah. Harap-harap Luc gembira sekolah kat situ and chill bersama kawan-kawan.

Overloaded

2012-01-30T17:47:00.006+08:00

Last week, my friend gave me the raw tapioca balls, and since then we been keeping our tummy full with these balls..
ever heard of cool blog..chatime..gongcha..cup avon..and any other kiosk and names out there selling this drink? yes it best with Milk tea

Selepas cuti

2012-01-30T01:20:00.001+08:00

Sejak Luc dah sekolah,barulah aku rasa macam mana gembiranya hati nak bercuti ke mana2 di waktu cuti sekolah.Memang terasa begitu damai dan seronok. Kalau dulu tak akan ada rasa seronok ke tak sebab tiap2 hari sama, bila bila pon boleh plan nak pergi holiday, tak payah tunggu cuti sekolah pon.

Now after long CNY holiday..school will start tomorow. ill draw myself to my normal routine and unstopable degree of concern..

I will keep waiting for Friday and weekend again and again. hah!

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Blogging

2012-01-28T02:28:00.000+08:00

Aku blog sebab, entah. Dulu aku blog sebab nak share kehidupan di perantauan.

Konon macam diari kehidupan melepaskan apa terbuku di dada lah. Then i knew my friends and family dapat catch up my life walaupun berjauhan.

Bila di negara sendiri, blogging dah jadi bukan diari dah. Perhaps it is for me to share benda-benda bodoh nak merepek. Kadang ada masa kita taknak jumpa orang bercerita tapi dalam masa yang sama, kita nak juga lepaskan apa yang terbuku di dalam hati. Betul tak?

Aku sure ramai yang rasa mcm ni. Dan, ada juga situasi pula, bila tetiba macam-macam benda dalam kepala otak nak ditulis dalam blog, tapi tak berkesempatan.

Bila dah duduk depan komputer nak menaip, dang! hilang semua.

Dah tak tahu nak tulis apa. Blank nak mampos. Okay now I am Blank.

who do u capture my love?

Chinese New Year Holiday

2012-01-26T04:28:00.002+08:00

This year's Chinese New Year tidak kemana. Lepak rumah siapkan apa yang patut, hadiri macam-macam meeting. And another bidan terjun aku kali ni, busy with helping sisters on their business. Clothing business. Memang susan dan penat bekerja di belakang tabir. Fotografi, persalinan, pemilihan baju..errs semua penat lah. Tapi semua settled and my sisters were happy. Pray well for their business.

Bawak anak-anak bekerja perkara biasa dah bagi aku. Kalau bawak site tu lagi challenging. At least ni boleh jugak MMD crawling everywhere in the house and Fat main sender-sendir did lah.

Sibuk

2012-01-25T04:15:00.003+08:00

Banyak kali dah rasanya aku buat post pasal sibuk. Poyo gile kan, sibuk memanjang mengalahkan menteri pelancongan.. dalam-dalam sibuk ibadah jangan dilupakan. Itu paling aku kene ingat sentiasa. Walau dalam keadaan macam mana pun, ibadah kepada Allah S.W.T tak boleh kita abaikan. InsyaAllah semua hidup akan diberkati.

Dah berlalu 4 minggu Luc start his school world. And I'm still struggling on adjusting my time and life to be a mother of a 'student'. It seem pretty well now, even i dare say a bit crunchy at the beginning. thank God i survived. The most scariest thing is, wake up late! haha..tapi setakat ni gold medal for me as we never late.Yet. Hopefully never!

Also at the first month of this new year, I've been facing quite 'challenging' life. I'm not really feel to share about it here but, i can say that i had near to giving up and my life so crumbled. I felt lost. Sad.

I know all that happened, must be a good hikmah frm Him. I trust Him and what ever He have for me..

A part of my hardship was about my family. How hard our life been tested by Him, i know now, that family must be always support each other. I never knew what would happen if we stand by alone without brother, sister and parent.

okay, i don't want to elaborate about this, Alhamdulillah i am okay now. Recovery phase. Infact, i really happy now. My son's is very independent at school. He's surviving and doing good. Im so proud of him.

"Mummy love u Luqman for ever and ever, u have to remember that always always."

Proud of standard 1

2012-01-12T17:15:00.001+08:00

Luqman 1st day at school. Alhamdulillah he loves school and survive all by himself.

He is so independent and unbelievable responsible.

Grateful

2012-01-09T15:38:00.000+08:00

Don't judge my choices..all must have a reason. i hate stupidity. My life is only for Him, husband, mak and my kids. Enough. I have settled down.
#ito1001

My Work

2011-12-09T10:58:00.001+08:00

97% done
furnitures is coming in.
i am working on frames and wall art decorations.

1st phase

Mostly this house is perfectly designed with built ins and custom made elements. Not a common renovation. I was happy. ( that is the designer's pursue )

awesome apeks installing tv cabinet & study table

study table at girl's room

tv cabinet, wall panelling & timber posts installed

Melepak

2011-12-08T15:56:00.001+08:00

Takde mood nak tulis cerita..

Ni semua gambar last week, balik Batu Pahat my husband's nephew's wedding, and balik dr sana we headed terus ke Kuantan then to Cherating. Oklah sebab 1st time pi area ni.. laut pun tak boleh mandi sebab tengah musim tengkujuh and red flag. So budak2 just mandi swimming pool 2 hair suntuk. Chill.

lailee the 2nd

camwhores

Oh ya..sempat pegi tengok midnight watch, Twilight: Breaking Dawn dengan anak-anak buah. Bosan awal cerita. Dah nak habis baru aku start tak menguap. Way of Jacob!

When i say nothing at all

2011-11-13T01:47:00.001+08:00

I and Fatnin and Muhammad

Gremlins

2011-11-10T20:48:00.001+08:00

Luqman dah 6 tahun, tadika nak habis dah tahun ni. Weekend ni pon nak graduation dah..ehehe poyo je. Tahun depan dia start sekolah darjah 1. Semoga menjadi anak yg rajin ke sekolah dan suka belajar.

Fatnin pula dah 3 tahun. Bila aku pi site and kerja, dia kene ikut abang dia pi Nursery la. Same place Tadika Hasanah. Budak ni memang pelik, dia ni memang kebal and lasak. Antara sanggup dengan tak je nak jaga dia seorang ni. Dia nak dia tau dia mesti dapat, kalau tak, memang hidup kita semua akan di kelam kabutkan.

Muhammad dah masuk 7 bulan on November ni. Makin cerdik and lasak. Tapi 1 word... Manja! Dia ni memang manja berlebihan dengan aku..asik nak melekat je, kalau org lain dokong sure tak lama, nangis. Letih wooo. Tapi disebabkan bau busuk..best ah boleh peluk hehari..

Rabu berdiam

2011-11-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

kerja

2011-11-09T09:47:00.001+08:00

i have sengalan main con.
sengalan site supervisor.
dont know anything on their job.
hopeless!

im tired. i need time machine to fast forward my life now then im free from this project team.

2011-11-05T02:17:00.002+08:00

Rindunya kat MAK!!!!
Hari wukuf dah tiba..10Zulhijjah bakal dihadapi..mintak2 mak sihat dan kuat buat semua kerja Haji. Asal mak happy sebab ni buatkan haji untuk arwah atuk..

Dan dalam masa yg sama selain rindu, aku rasa sedih pulak sebab terasa bestnye mak, kak noi & kak nora dapat kerjakan Haji sesama. Aku je yang tinggal tak join..macam mana kan rezeki masih belum cukup dlm Tabung Haji tu..Niat dan azam aku tahun ni, dalam masa 10 tahun dari sekarang aku mesti pergi Haji. InsyaAllah kalau umur panjang. InsyaAllah.

Rindu

2011-11-01T15:01:00.000+08:00

Baru 3hari mak pergi Haji, tapi aku rasa dah lama giler. Rindu. Minggu ni aku start bawak MMD ke site. Kesian dia, tak selesa tapi nak buat camna, aku layan kan aje. Aku pun sengsara gak, nak mengukur susah, nak membongkok, alih barang semua seksa. Since brought him, i can't sit at all. Ye lah dulu aku duduk main belasah je atas simen ke, pasir ke, asal dapat duduk.

Terasa sungguh letih bawak baby ke site ni. Aku harap siap cepat la projek ni, before due date. That's my target.

This week, day 70% progress. Baru sedanp hati aku, flooring, ceiling, lighting, day settled. Esok timber flooring install.

Last week we celebrated my husband's birthday at home and Muara seafood. He turns older. Hope he is happy with his life now and years to come. I pray he becomes more gain in taqwa. I love him so much.

They are my life

Food

2011-10-24T00:33:00.000+08:00

ready to be frozen

Again, I am making this! 2years ago, i did the same..cook and freeze ! The different is just the baby to feed, recipes and effort are still same. I always love cooking for my babies.
I start with two type/taste of food this week, rice & potato. Hope MMD likes it.

Kerjatangan

2011-10-23T03:31:00.000+08:00

Luqman's exam for crafting

hasil kerja tangan anak bujangku

Panggilan Kaabah

2011-10-22T14:27:00.000+08:00

Busy days..tiring everyday. Tiap kali aku landing je sure tertidur. Huh, sangap.

Btw, sedih dlm gembira, my sisters dah bertolak ke Mekah mengerjakan Haji. Next week my mom pulak akan bertolak. Huwaaaaa sedihnye 1) kene tinggal 2) beraya sendiri 3) rindu mak 4) tak dapat join! Insyaallah aku and lee akan usahakan simpan duit pergi jugak Haji dalam usia muda.

Projek aku pun tengah peak time sekarang, tiling dah start so my commitment lebih ah. Kalau sehari tai pergi tengok site, ada je kang tiles pasang salah la, nasib baik workmanship mmg tip top.

mosaic installation..the hardest part in bathroom

khusyuk makan biskut..comot

Muhammad dah rancak makan nasi and biskut aku bg kalau nak bg dia diam dlm kereta.

perasan pulak mak amik gambar dia

Fatnin pulak makin lasak and mengada-ngada. Kakak seorang lah katakan. Ada masa tetiba nak jadik big sister semua nk buat kat adik dia, bg susu, makan, jaga kalau mak masak. Tapi ada masa datang dia mengada, semua benda tak mau buat. Aku sabar.

fatnin memang geng aku sebab layan makan sushi

Luqman dah habis exam, so aku takdelah stress sangat dengan study dia sekarang. Dia pun pergi sekolah untuk practice performance graduation day dia nanti dalam bulan November ni. Tak sangka anak bujang aku nak habis tadika dah.

luqman making his pancake

wednesday's cooking activity

Bila kerja ni perkara paling parah aku nak usahakan ialah 'milk production'.. Hehari perah lemah je dapat sikit. Maybe sebab stress kerja, penat, mealtime dah tak teratur. uh i miss my SAH time!

Dulu dok rumah sekali pam boleh dapat 7oz tapi sekarang 4oz pun usaha macam berlari 100m.

SCARY!!! stok kehabisan.....

Go solid

2011-10-14T01:09:00.001+08:00

I try to delay on giving solid to MMD, but still i have to intro him to food this month. He's already 6months and becomes more active day by day. I believe that he can wait till end of his 7th month birthday however, i must surrender earlier because of my low EBM stock nowadays. Pity him. i couldn't give him much EBM since i work. So in time, i have to agree with nature, i give him rice porridge for the 1st time today.

brown rice porridge ready to be frozen

Berdiam diri

2011-10-10T00:36:00.003+08:00

Berdiam diri sebab 2 perkara,

1) Genap 6 tahun bersama, akhirnya laptop aku 'mati' juga dan pergi meninggalkan aku selamanya...ayat sedih gileh ok. Mana taknye, dari Luqman umur belum setahun, lappy tu lah jadi teman aku bila keseorangan, dok menangis depan dia masa Skype ngan mr.husband..ke hulu hilir aku bawak, naik turun kapal terbang, train, bas segala lah..Tak sangka sedih nye aku. Tapi apa nak buat, machine ni memang ada warranty dan jangka hayat. Tak boleh buat apa. Banyak pun jasa dia kat aku. Aku redha.

2) Sibuk dengan projek design lagi, kalini client kat Danau Kota. Full involve. Design and Build. Pening. Site visit tak tentu masa. Dan yg paling sengsara, anak-anak. For time being i send MMD to my mom, Luc & Fat auk hantar nursery. Pagi subuh bangun, hantar Luqman sekolah, then ke Damansara Heights hantar mr.husband pulak. Then balk Selayang hantar MMD. Terus pergi site sampai workers habis lunch. Aku balk around 2-3pm terus ke Damansara ambik Luc & Fat dulu bawak balik Selayang. Dapatlah makan lepak sekejap layan MMD, pukol 5.30pm nak pi ambil mr.husband semula. Weekend pi beli barang-barang pulak. Memang letih, tapi aku rasa yang lebih meletihkan ialah bila anak2 tai dap at kumpul satu tempt je. And another thing kereta 1 ni memang penat lah.

reno on progress

Syawal & Birthday

2011-09-28T01:47:00.001+08:00

Syawal tahun ni bukan sahaja pergi open house, punyalah ramai buat birthday party untuk anak..Tapi macam biasa, memang seronok nak pergi sebab ada anak-anak lah. Tak de benda pun nak cerita selain makan makan makan..enjoy jumpa kawan kawan and makan..so just enjoy the photos.


Birthday Khyra di One Utama, puas kids main dlm starship tu

Best dapat jumpa long time bestfriend- Dee


Lepak dengan adik-adik GDP ni hah..


Arian's birthday at Poolside Subang Golf Club

Lepas potong kek, time for swimming pool

Selain best pergi makan, yang seronok anak-anak, i was happy too sebab dapat jumpa member, ye lah kalau tak, bila lagi nak jumpa bila time sibuk tu.

Dapat lepak dengan Mama, Ninie & Zoera tapi kalini Ejue pula takde

Bersama budak2 sewel beraya rumah kak Maria

Party Aqil di Bukit Jelutong..Pirate's Theme..FUN!

Seperti biasa mommies yang over seronok

4 months old

2011-09-05T01:34:00.001+08:00

playful baby...

Eid Fitr Mubarak

2011-09-04T12:52:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Lebaran Eidulfitri from us.

Balik Kampung

2011-09-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

Went back to husband's hometown at 2nd raya..Happy and tired.

Selamat Ramadhan

2011-08-04T14:31:00.000+08:00

Ramadhan datang lagi..Alhamdulillah aku masih bernafas untuk mengharungi cabaran bulan mulia ni. Memang dalam setahun bulan Ramadhan ni yang aku paling suka, relax minda, lebih amal, lebih sihat.. InsyaAllah.

Tapi ni juga kali ke 3 aku berpuasa dalam masa yang sama menyusu baby. memang tough gile. Haus macam unta, lapar cam khinzir aku hehari. Normally, pagi oklah bertenaga lagi, MMD pun tido lagi, bila dia start bangun, aku pun start sibuk lah menyiapkan dia, melayan dia, then..menyusu! tang ni, after je susu baru aku akan start lapar dan haus. Sabar betul.

Menu aku hehari:

Buka :

Makanan biasa - nasi berlauk tapi aku make sure mesti ada sayur. Air kosong. Air ovaltine. Kurma 3biji. Kuih&buah (kalau ada, aku bukan hantu buah)

Supper ( around 10pm) : Cereals. Soya milk. Pastu kunyah segala cookies/biscuits kat rumah. (sambil depan tv/komputer la ni )

Before bed : Susu panas. Kurma 3biji. Roti.

Sahur : aku bangun kol 5am, masak sambil makan coklat dan kurma. Air kosong.

Pastu sahur makan nasi berlauk, mesti ada telur. Susu panas rendam kurma. Kurma 2biji

So far Alhamdulillah, aku memang tak ada masalah susu kurang ke apa, sama je cam hari biasa. Yang different hanyalah energy. Memang tenaga terasa sungguh letih bila after Asar tu. Dan selalunya lepas solat asar aku akan baring lepak ngan MMD je sampai lah mr.husband balik, and start masak.

Oh btw, since aku gilekopi...just noted that i have stop drink coffee. Occasionally aku minun 1-2sips je..Bravo.

Hooked

2011-07-20T23:06:00.003+08:00

okay..this is rare..so rare..haha.. i LOVE (capital ok) this kdrama! yes after some kdramas i ever watched, biasa biasa je, happy sebab hero korean memang cute and cantik..(cantik ok..not kacak).. because above all, i am a jdrama freak! i love all about japan stories..funny, sad, amusing..and release tension..and yes for the 1st time, i amuse with this story. Maybe it’s because I’ve been watching a lot of romance and comedy lately, but I’m in the mood for something dark, and the tone of this drama seems to be just what I’m looking for — a bit of melodrama, mystery, and thriller.

So, It was random..yes i nearly nak melompat when my friend, Mye told me that Viki app is now available for iPhone, how my heat jumping that time..ehehe bukan lah beriya sgt tp dan tu gak installed tht app to my ipod and frust gile sebab jdrama xde! i scrolled up & down but there wasn't much series to catch me. Kecewa. And i just randomly click this korean drama tittle Bad Boy.. i jumped to 2nd episode (yes i always do that to make sure the drama is watchable or not)

Bad Boy, the 17 episodes, so biasa, maybe cliche and i kept watching because i know the heroin, pernah tengok drama dia long time ago. I am the type of person yg selalu suka pada the dark hero, apsal ntah tp aku mmg jarang sgt suka hero hensem yang baik or gentleman dlm citer..that's the reason i dont like Edward Cullen and hanya lepas tengok New Moon br mcm boleh terima citer Twilight tu (obviously because i love jacob)! and certain movies klu ada penghianat/perampas heroin/penghancur hero ke..and hensem..sure aku suka sgt watak si hero jahat tu dr hero utama.

I dont have any favorite korean actor selain suka tengok Lee Min Ho berlakon, aku xpernah habis pon kalau layan kdrama, tengok sampai episod 6-7 ke then i will skip tengok final je, haha.

However this drama, aku siap tengok berulang kali! Oh my.. i am hooked! like the story, love the hero! Where's the hell he is been before? I admit that i fall for this guy! and he's kpop! unbelievable.. oh guys, do try watch this drama and then u decide, it is not the best drama i've ever watch tapi i love it! Kim Nam Gil is so hot and cool! brilliant presentation i dare say. His emotion, face expression, he has deep eyes and what a voice! best okeh..and this guy is SO damn hot in suit..really, i never seen any other guy (even hollywood's) look so awesomely handsome in suit! (at least for me)..He play his character very well. He really a good actor, very manly, charismatic and charming.

(google image)

i really love how he played the role, many emotions and expressions, he look dashing with different styles in that drama. (made me want my husband to keep his hair long again..hmm)

Kim Nam Gil
brilliant actor, he is so talented

cheer up

2011-07-17T21:41:00.001+08:00

There is a time or days that i feel so down and i got nothing to solve it... it is today. I don't feel sad neither unhappy, but i feel lonely and empty inside. What is happening today?
I watch favorite drama but there's still pain in my deep heart..i just don't know what it is.
I NEED something to cheer me up!

hurting

2011-07-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

I have been suffering of swollen ankles for a week and whatever it may call..
It damn hurt.
I just have to be tough to overcome this pain so that i can still be in sane. I never knew that forcing my feet on doing things in the house couldn't be so easy like before. This pain makes me slow, adding to that, I always have problem with foot, everyday i force myself to walk as normal as i can. This pain, makes me negative! It's difficult for me.

Ya Allah..please don't take my legs.. I need them to take care of my children, my home and my family. Please...please..

Everything Personal

2011-07-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

For me toilet is the most important place in the house. Some people might be not think about it as personal as their bedroom but, I..totally love toilet! Funny no matter what cost may be, i definitely put budget on my toilet.

I could never brush my teeth every morning before cleaning up the wash basin and.. I would never wash my face on the smelly basin..

Therefore, toilet is everything personal to me..hehe

Last weekend activity, i asked mr husband to install brown carpet in my bathroom..tada..i have a 'new face' bathroom now..

Friends..please make something to your toilet ( ie: paint, wall tiling, wall sticker, fittings, blind, toilet cover, color of shower curtain etc )

..old & same is boring right? we need environmental changes sometimes..and we don't need much money to spend though, just think of something that could give different than usual.

at least it slightly different after 2 years

Thanks to mr husband..for his effort to bring back the carpet and installed it, really appreciate it! i am a happy wife :)

3 months old

2011-07-03T12:56:00.001+08:00

hobby..finger sucking

June

2011-06-25T17:12:00.004+08:00

Bulan June yg super busy..

MMD dah masuk 2bulan..alhamdulillah, dah senang semua, dia pun dah baik..manja je lebih,klu nak tido ada masa suka berdokong nak aku peluk and dodoi kan..

19hb Majlis aqiqah for MMD dilangsungkan di rumah mak aku cam biasa lah..tp tak besar besaran and takde buat cukur cukur ni..even marhaban pun sebenarnye tak ada tapi disebabkan kumpulan makcik marhaban masjid ni kenal rapat sgt ngan mak aku so dorang pulak excited ngan cucu mak..diorang marhaban selawat juga and aku pon bawak MMD pusing 7x around them, tak tahu lah motif apa, tp yg bestnya setiap kali pusing kene cium..MMD la bukan makcik2 tu cium aku.lol.

Yang best lagi, sekali pusing dapat duit..banyak rezeki baby ni eh. Tapi kami buat makan tok 100 orang saja sbb seekor kambing je sempat aqiqah kan dulu..plus budget tok kenduri lari sikit. And kalini husband beriya sgt nak ajak officemates datang, so guestslist aku hanya untuk beberapa org je lah,yg ramai nye gueslist mak, jiran, & GDP gang.hehe..anyway selesai dengan baik siap hujan turun lak tengahari tu..Alhamdulillah sejuk sikit walaupun sedikit kelibut.. Kambing golek? Power! (even aku xmakan kambing pon rs menyelerakan sungguh )

bersama gadis gadis yang sangat rajin..
my sister Nora & my niece Amira

ada gak dapat gambar berdua..bersama Ilan..

kambing golek start 2hours before tahlil started

bacaan surah Maryam menyuruh aku dok temankan MMD..

my bff Jojo & Mama(x masuk gambar lak sebelah tu) je dpt datang..
Ninie tak balik KL tht weekend, Ejue last minute cancel

antara member office Lee yang dtg..mak orang and anak daras

MMD dapat member tidur bersama.. Ilan Haider anak
cintaku Fira br 1bulan 2minggu umur

cinta- Ryn 9mths pregie..and Fira baru habis pantang 3hari..
yg baju purple, adik Ryn..

Sakit

2011-06-17T02:28:00.001+08:00

Adakah sebab umur aku dah mencecah 30an, maka makin teruk sakit lutut dan tumit aku ni?

Atau disebabkan lama sangat dokong Muhammad (mmd)? Aku sekarang memang suffer sebab sakit lutut dan tumit ni. buku lali kaki rasa cam nak tercabut. Tiap malam kene urut ngan Lee. hajat nak buat refleksologi asik tertunda, sebabnya? nak tinggalkan MMD kat bapaknye masih tak confident lagi..so tahan jelah aku. Si MMD ni pulak mmg suka dihayun, nak melekat je,manja bukan main. tang breasfeed jangan cakap ah. Beza sungguh dengan abang dia LUC dulu. Boobs aku asik sakit sebab kecut je. Tak tau lah org lain pernah rasa camtu ke, tapi aku memang rasa sakit bila boobs lembik. Macam pedih gileh tisu tisu dalam buah dada tu.. sabar jelah, semangat mesti kuat.

Pasal breastfeeding ni, seksa ke, sakit ke, tension ke, aku hanya berpegang pada satu, matlamat mesti kuat, and aku mmg takkan pernah terfikir untuk stop breasfeed anak aku even apa masalah apa pun datang.

Alhamdulillah aku dapatlah tempuh sebelum ni. Yang kalini aku baru terasa yang susahnya nak banyakkan stok susu. Aku bukan consistent dalam perahan..malas..bagi direct aje, nanti bila dah start nak tinggalkan baru aku akan start ajar MMD minum botol.

nasihat aku pada yang masih menyusukan baby, ingatlah matlamat mmg nak bagi till 2years, so tak payahlah otak tu dok ingat cukup ke, oklah klu dapat sampai setahun ke, 6 bulan ke..pergi jauh2 tu semua pemikiran..simpan SATU matlamat saja, mesti habis breasfeed till 2years! dengan izin Allah.. Ganbatte!!

i fell in love again

2011-06-13T09:49:00.000+08:00

muhammad at 1 week

a month

2 months

Mr Plumber

2011-06-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

Proud that my my husband really putting his effort to fix some minor problems in da house.Tonite, he fixed our WC's pipe joint..leaking and my bathroom been flooding for a week.

The way for save budget- fix by our own..!

Then, tonight out of sudden, my kitchen flooded with soap & foam water from the washer..so tiring to mop all the water. The cause of the poblem. Clog.

He done fixing both all by himself. I am so happy and proud of him.

..at least

2011-06-11T02:26:00.002+08:00

At least..i can still stealing time to watch my favorite japan dramas. At least i have gut to decrease my stress level. Ini citer2 sedih yang dilayan.. (cehs ni sedih2 harus tengok sesorang br feeling..hehe)

sedih gak..lama dah tangguh2 tengok, akhirnya Sana goda,
habis gak aku tonton..sedih lah jugak.. ( ada Ryo..)

Best sangat, for sure la sbb Takuya Kimura hero nye..sedih..

Dan cerita yang ala ala remaja..baru terasa ceria hidup lepas tonton..

teenage school punya cerita - NOBUTA PRODUCE

Romance drama - SMILE
( ni sebab hero adalah aku minat )

lawak romance - ZETTAI KARESHI

Hanazakari
ni drama, so senang lah sekali tengok habis..

Dan banyak lah lagi, klu aku nak senaraikan semua kat sini memang habis blog sampai page beratus..

Hobi

2011-06-11T02:05:00.000+08:00

Kalau dulu hobi aku bersukan. Berlari. Bila berkeluarga beranak pinak ni, i love reading more.

And now with 3 kids to look after, none of the hobbies i can compete. Sad.

Stress hari-hari sebab baby mmg leceh nak jaga. Segala benda nak kena start over. Melekat kat aku all the time. Kadang aku boleh carry him more than 4 hours without seat and rest. Bila fikir balik, aku pun sendiri tak percaya. Itu hakikat.

Nothing can solve this, nowhere for me to run. Aku tempuh dengan sabar even stress tahap bapak gaban. Allah je tempat aku mengadu. Yelah anak sendiri gak, masalahnya muhammad taknak pulak dengan bapak dia. Pegang kejap je, pass kat aku balik. Letih.

Satu satunya perkara yang boleh bagi rehat dan lupa segala stress adalah jdrama. Itu je aktiviti yg dapat aku lakukan untuk diri aku. Masa yang dapat beri aku tenang untuk lupakan keletihan seharian buat kerja rumah. lupa tentang tension nya jadi housewife. Nak tengok wayang? mmg haram buat masa ni. nak keluar shopping? memang melekat lah baby kat badan ni sekali. Nak ke spa? silap aku yang menangis masa tengah massage sbb teringat muhammad melalak takde orang nak jaga.

Jadi, terima kasih lah adanya jdrama ni.. previous post.

Kembali Normal

2011-06-11T01:27:00.000+08:00

Walaupun susah nak confess that I am back to my normal life, but that's what i can say for now. I am back. back to my normal life, but in different situation, different challenges. Seorang bersekolah, seorang toddler and a baby. One word..... STRUGGLE
Even hard to admit, even hard to explain, but I am struggling to fit in. Pray for me.

They are my world

2011-05-29T14:11:00.001+08:00

Captures of,

my children.. Luqman , Fatnin & Muhammad

Bukti dan Penjelasan

2011-04-28T23:09:00.003+08:00

Hehe tajuk macam serius gileh, tapi sebenarnya bukan hal apa pun.

Aku masih lemau lagi mengira hari nak habiskan pantang 44 ni. Ei, macam manalah ada orang sampai berpantang 100 hari? Letih siut.

Btw, aku ni nak kata hentam kromo pun tak, nak kata ikut gileh pun tak, tapi ini pun dah mendatangkan 'ke sengalan' bagi aku. Aku memang tak suka benda yang leceh2 dan mengarut ni.

For me, as long its healthy, and scientific approved, aku okay. Tapi berpantang secara Melayu ni banyak yang mengarut nya dari yang betul so dengan itu aku tak approve..haha sesuka je..ini pendapat aku, bukan atas dasar nak bg fact pulak. Kalau member aku ada yang okay berpantang, alhamdulillah, hanya dalam hal ni jangan lah samakan semua orang. Aku rasa duduk sesaja ni bosan gile, tak keluar rumah, tak buat kerja (bukan berat), memang buang masa kan.

Logik nya pada aku, secara semulajadi (medical fact) memang badan ibu selepas bersalin akan kembali ke normal selepas 6minggu..itu jangka masa biologikal, jadi dengan izin Allah, kita akan sihat selepas 6minggu. Pantang ni hanyalah budaya dari org tua untuk si ibu mengembalikan tenaga, dan membentuk tubuh badan kan? itulah Faktanya.

Kesihatan dalaman bukan selepas bersalin sahaja, memang kita kena jaga sepanjang masa pun. So aku sentiasa jaga and percaya pada makanan berkhasiat, dan exercise. However, im not saying that sesapa berpantang tu ngarut, ikutlah kalau anda mampu, lain lah aku ni, secara psikologi dan biologikal mmg tak terima, haha, asal aku sapu segala minyak kat badan, aku jadi ruam & gatal2. Kang makan benda2 jamu ke air ubat herba ke, gatal jugak! sekali ngan anak aku jadi mangsa beruam seluruh badan.

Cuba fikir, kita sakit selepas bersalin,nk jaga anak, dahtu balik umah kene makan entah apa2, air mesti kurang, pergerakan kena minimal, badan pulak diselubungi dengan macam2 minyak dan sapuan rempah. kena pulak makan jamu/ubat yang memanaskan, berpeluh2 dibuat satu badan. Adakah aku mampu untuk menjaga anak dan kelihatan segar dengan keadaan begini? Aku memang tak mampu!

Sepatutnya, makan berkhasiat untuk menggantikan semula darah dan proein dalam badan,tambahan pulak nak menyusu. Mesti ambil masa untuk relax kan badan dan minda dengan suasana nyaman dan tenang, agar kita happy untuk melayan baby. Dan faktanya setiap ibu selepas bersalin adalah bebas makan apa sahaja, kalau ada effect pada baby, baru di hentikan. Hmm, malas nak ulas benda ni, sbb dorang bukan paham pon (atau buat2 taknak paham)

12 days old

2011-04-15T15:18:00.000+08:00

Muhammad dah botak!

He is now 12 days old.

berpantang

2011-04-09T16:36:00.001+08:00

aku memang jenis tidak percaya dengan pantang2 cara orang Melayu dahulu.Pada aku benda ni universal,apa ko nak makan bukan masa pantang lepas beranak pon boleh bagi penyakit kat badan.Sendiri mau tahu la.
Anyway selama seminggu(7hr),mmg stress tapi maybe sebab anak ketiga ni aku dah lali and boleh kawal perasaan. So,aku ikutkan je,bila aku soal KENAPA dorang pon ada aje jawapan yg x masuk akal tu so lbh baik aku diam dr menjawab, lebih2 lg pada mak,aku cuba jga hati dia.
Semua jawapan selalunye berdasarkan diorang dulu xmakan so aku pon kenalah ikut.Dorang dulu pantang camni so aku pon kene cam nilah.Semua restrictions sbb faktor angin masuk badan,urat bengkak,itu dan ini dan macam2 lagi.
Camna nk sihat klu hehari makan pon ns kosong ngan ikan goreng kering??

bundle of joy

2011-04-07T23:32:00.001+08:00

Berakhirnya penantian.
Kelahiran yang ditunggu-tunggu akhirnya berjaya.
Alhamdulillah.

We got another Boy! at 40 weeks on the dot. as expected.
We name him Muhammad.

The journey
It was so easy for me, I had him after 25 minutes reached at hospital..
No pain killer, normal pushing and surgical suture.
Spent a night at ward. We backed home the next day.

The after days
I am on my postnatal confinement at my mom's house now. Boring and stressful indeed.
Facts versus Myths. Medical evidence versus Culture theories.
This adjustment is not easy. Gosh.
The worsen, I have PGP since 2nd trimester.

5 days now, they are so charming in my life..

fatnin, muhammad and luqman

I am a proud mother of three, and having a sweet kind husband.
Alhamdulillah.

the new journey starts....

uhu im still here

2011-03-24T18:24:00.000+08:00

this make me suffering..
how am i coping? sengallll

37++ weeks

2011-03-16T01:43:00.001+08:00

Meletihkan dengan perut makin membesar dan menegang. So rarely i got Braxton Hicks tapi sekarang i know how other woman rasa when entering this stage. Sangat berat rasanya badan sampai aku rasa xlarat nk berjalan pon. Duduk lama pon sakit punggung & pinggang.
Malam tidak dapat tidur nyenyak adalah memenatkan dan menyeksa aku.Tidur2 ayam, bila nyenyak pon sekejap je pastu terjaga sebab rasa sakit pada satu kedudukan.
Dalam hati ni kadang kadang ada masa berdoa cepatlah bersalin, tapi masa yang sama ada juga rasa masih belum bersedia. Yang pasti kalau di tanya apakah yang aku inginkan sekarang ialah, AKU NAK
BEREHAT DI RUMAH TANPA ANAK ANAK DAN TUGAS BIASA SAMPAI RASA BOSAN!
( dah lupa camna rasa bosan duduk rumah )

I hope I will be happy at the end

2011-03-06T23:56:00.004+08:00

from the book (that i used to read) :

During the last weeks, you will probably become tired very easily. You may not be sleeping well as usual, and you will also feel exhausted by the extra weight you have been carrying around. It's important not to fight this tiredness, but to rest and relax as much as possible.

Put your feet up whenever you need to during the day. Think of quiet things to do while you rest. Practise gentle relaxation exercises, listen to soothing music, read a book or magazine, or perhaps knit something for the baby. It also helps if you try to do things at slower pace than usual, so that you don't become overtired.

I like to admit.. when i read these 10 years ago, i might say , oh what a wonderful time to get pregnant! however, if u ask me now, i would say, it's bullshit!

I think i can never be relax as much as i can as taking time to pass stool. If i taking my time to sit on the toilet bowl more than 10 minutes, hell know, kids would already bump and bang my toilet door as they will crack it.

Become tired easily?

Answer: all the time, and what i need is rest? lay on bed all day? sit around my sofa? u bet if i could do that for 5 minutes!

Honestly, pregnant for the first time would give me a lot of experiences and happiness. It was tough when it happened for the 2nd. And I dare say it would have a lot of hell when it become for the 3rd! Running the house chores, a kid to kindergarten, an active toddler who never has limit. I have unstable time schedule nowadays. I have lot of time awake and controlling my kids more than I could sleep or rest. I do domestic chores without any helper, i cook everyday meal, taking care of both kids, I look out my son's school stuffs, their weekly activities etc. Kids have been highly demands. How can I survive? I still have to cook to feed them, if not for my own tummy (at least that's what i always do, ignoring my hunger)

images from google

At the end of day, I would lay on my bed still thinking about what I should do for tomorrow, and what I could do for myself. I forget my own time, my favorite things to do, even my interest. Im not regret of my life but sometimes I feel so lonely and stress. I had depression, and hating myself, i hate everybody around me, and need to focus on other things beside my home and my ordinary life. Yes, I am selfish but i'm going to be crazy if i'm not.

These are my sacrifice for life of their future. I hope I have strength to feel happy at the end.

dugaan

2011-03-04T22:35:00.002+08:00

i am piss off!

dun know how to react but for the 1st time i cried in front of my kids. i cant stand anymore. Ya Allah please please gimme strenght.

At this suddenly moment, i feel i dont want to get pregnant...dont want to have children and i dont want to be a wife at all. i want to be all by myself! i want to be alone..

I know i been happy with this life but this is indeed tough. How can i survive all of these alone? i am normal mom and dont have any powers to overcome all situation and demands, i am a weak human after all.

Menghitung Hari

2011-03-01T01:02:00.001+08:00

I'm entering 35 minggu this week! Kalau my 2nd pregnancy, Fatnin dulu dah keluar dah time ni.

semasa 8bulan pregnant fatnin..

Hehe, tapi dia mmg dah beri tanda awal pun dulu. Aku sudah mengalami contractions sejak dari 5 bulan. Dahtu bersalin Fatnin memang sakit ( sebab tanda berdarah ) and sebab tu juga aku ambil epidural. Tak sanggup dah nak tahan, so belasah je amik. Dalam 3jam dalam labour room and bersalin.

Luqman keluar masa 36 minggu. Memang 2-2 cepat kan. kalini? hanya Allah yang tahu..Aku tak kisah lah dia nak keluar bila, cepat ke lambat ke, asal sihat dah senang InsyaAllah, itu je doa aku. Aku taknak Csect, aku taknak ada perkara2 yang merumitkan suami, nak kena refer sana sini, masuk wad sana sini. Diminta Allah mengizinkan aku versalin normal dan mudah seperti sebelumnya.

Air Asia Sale

2011-02-24T01:22:00.002+08:00

Memang gileh wei sale ni..dr last month aku ngan Tooh dok singkap-singkap mana nak pergi this year. Lama rasanye x keluar negara..ceh ceh padahal dah pi Bali.

Btw, Bali tu lain cerita, halnye this time we are looking for enjoyable vacations since luqman dah start sesi sekolah rendah next year so kami tak boleh lah nak berjalan sakan nanti.

Sementara dia masih tadika ni kenalah jalan2 dlu!

We got ticket to Hong Kong for not more than 1.5k for all 5 of us (yep I said 5 including my future baby), not bad huh? to say the truth mmg tix AA ni mcm poising panas. Masuk harini klu xbeli Cuba masuk esok jamban harap dapat harga tu lagi:(

Kesimpulannya.... mau pergi atau tidak? Disneyland melambai-lambai dah..

urgggh think Ito think!

For Now

2011-02-20T17:40:00.000+08:00

Their room for now...
Done for about 70%..
I still have to make their built ins cabinet and, sew the mattress sheet.

Kidsroom Project

2011-02-13T02:27:00.003+08:00

3rd STAGE
Almost..almost done to 100% of my kids's room design.
As for this DIY bed-frames, it needs (little) money and (lot of) courage! Of course time, and some (little) skills. We only need to design as simple as we could to minimizing the uses of nails, and timber. That, would make it easier. Lee's designed the basic frame of kid's sizing and managed to plan of cutting plywood on per market's size, so that we wouldn't have wasted timber.
My TOOH design the frame with two basic system - bed base for mattress and, - bed stand. So simple the stand he made has inspired of 'rehal' concept, which, don't need any nail but only groove & stuck.

rehal concept

We use plywood as it light and easy to handle rather than a solid wood. But we must make the surface smooth because it comes with hard grain. So, use a buffer and sand paper!

Basically, the tools we need are ;

1 piece of plywood and cut into sizes

Everything ready, then some skills to assemble everything refers to the design.

make it fun time and ask kids to help..

the progress

installing(nail) beading to prevent mattress slide

it's DONE !

The process for 1 bed frame only took 3-4 hours. Make it enjoy, no rush, no dateline. Ask our kids to contribute their skills too, they would be so happy, trust me!

So plan your idea, and manage your time to do it. Believe me, you will satisfied with the outcome, cheap and hey, it is one of a kind! For your special children...

..4th stage...cabinet

Serik

2011-02-07T20:13:00.085+08:00

Minggu meletihkan. Juga SERIK. Now i promise myself that i would not take any road trip on Chinese New Year Holiday! I hate the traffic!Worse!

Wedding di Sg Petani tu okay, it was fun sebab dapat berkumpul dengan adik beradik saudara mara Lee, tapi cuaca..aduss terik bukan main, dengan keadaan aku sekarang, memang tak larat sungguh! Duduk dalam rumah pn tak sanggup. kat luar lagi pengsan! kami stayed in budget hotel berdekatan rumah kakak juga, so senang lah nk berulang alik. kenduri pn 3hari berturut-turut sampai Sabtu tu menghantar rombongan ke rumah pengantin lelaki di Butterworth pulak. After the kenduri, kami terus plan nk balik KL and nak singgah ke Zoo Taiping untuk bawa anak-anak berjalan. Disebabkan sampai di Taiping dah Maghrib, rasanye bagus gak terus pi Night Safari tu.

Beratur beli tiket je, panjang bukan main.. tapi kira OK jelah dalam tu. Aku rasa Night Safari ni tak menjadik sangat lah, sebabnye, kalau setakat masuk tgk haiwan dalam gelap, baik pergi siang hari! Lainlah ada special perfomance ke, certain night activities ke..aduih awatlah Malaysian Zoologi ni..tak ada idea langsung!

We ended our Taiping explore around 12malam, after dinner at restoren apa ntah, we exited to highway and heading back to KL. WOW! Jam banget even at 1230am...wth? and that was 1st experience lah for me to have night journey, dengan badan letih, TOOH's sleepy, jam, nowhere to go! nak berhenti, semua R&R penuh nak mampos. Akhirnya benti tepi jalan kejap tok Lee took his nap sekejap.

Malas nak cerita sebab bila cerita pn dah rasa penat, kami sampai di KL 0515am....huh

They were having their fun at the wedding..

Hari sampai- Nikah

Hari akhir- bertandang ke rumah lelaki

sempat makan di Radix Fried Chicken dekat je area hotel kami tinggal,
klu tak try rugilah sebab di KL tak ada lagi. Bangga mak aku ni..

walau dah letih tapi ini 2 budak
happy sebab nak masuk Zoo

muka letih tapi layaaaan kan aje..

Away from home

2011-02-05T08:24:00.002+08:00

we are in Sungai Petani, Kedah for this weekend (3hb-6hb)...for TOOh's niece's wedding..

will update soon when im back in KL..i miss wet weather!southern is so hot these days..huwaaa

We will return to KL on Sunday Insyaallah, but still, have so many plan for our journey.
And i miss my mom..maaaaak miss u..muaaah

Happy Weekend - Sunday

2011-02-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

Got Invitation from my old friend, Meme..lama gile tak jumpa, tetiba email jemput datang buat Aqiqah anak ke2 dia. Meme ni ada kembar Lena, so seronok ah dapat jumpa semula selepas 5 tahun kot tak jumpa.. terkenang sekolah rendah bersama dulu.. Since Saturday KL was having wet weather so memang agak leceh dengan kenduri ni tapi yang penting sejuk! (have i told my readers tht i love cool weather?)

Balik dari rumah Meme at Bukit Damansara terus ke harvey Norman Ikano, nak survey peti ais..uhu peti ais ku yang dah berumur 3tahun itu pecah pintunya pulak..tak pasal-pasal kene ganti! aku pakai peti ais kecil je dari dulu, yang 1door tu je, takde hal punya..yg penting ORGANIZE people..organize!..so kalau nak ikutkan jangka hayat yg tak rosak, memang takkan nye aku beli peti ais baru..huwaaaaa! dahlah semua mahal..and kalini we are planning to buy 2doors fridge pula, semuanya above 1k? ouch!

yang pink - the host, Meme, mother of 2
yang blue - the twin sister, Lena, single&available!
yang white - pregnant for the 3rd..yours truly la..sapa lagi..haha

me with Marissa 50days old baby..so cute!mata sepet maaaaa

me with the mama..

Pi Pulau Pinang lagi haaa

2011-01-30T20:07:00.000+08:00

Dont know why i always love Penang. hmm love to go there actually. Penang is like a real holiday for me. Ada laut, and tempat makan yg sedap2..yelah kalau bercuti kita mestilah nak berehat dan makan kan? I dont really like to go to place yg banyak sgt attractions atau taman tema ke..waterpark ke..i just like to RELAX and CHILL..

Last January, we went to Penang again and stayed for 3 days 2 nights at feringgi. This time Ryn & Zetty joined us. Quite fun sebab ada geng tapi sebab tak banyak tempat sangat nak pergi, and i dare say we have different taste in food so, tak rasa banyak masa bersama pun. Kiranya cam cuti sendiri-sendiri je, that made me less happy la.. btw, after all, we still had a great holiday, and our kids had their fav swimming time at pool. Aku pulak terlalu letih untuk banyak berjalan so, lepak di hotel saja lebih menyelerakan.

Berhenti untuk breakfast di R&R Tapah selepas 2jam perjalanan..my kids pun boleh main-main kat playground sekejap untuk melepaskan bosan dalam kereta.

Hari pertama sampai, petang tu terus pergi Padang Kota Lama, apa lagi...my favorite Pasembur lah..kerang bakar..selalunye aku order banyak, char kuey teow and pasembur tu boleh mencecah RM40 tapi kalini RM25 je..no kuey teow..

My favourite Pasembur, banyak kedai, pandai2 lah pilih

Pagi masa aku sibuk breakfast, Luqman & Fatnin akan aku lepaskan di swimming pool lah. Biar diorang puas sampai kecut kaki tangan baru naik.

Sempat jumpa Shida di Tmn Pekaka petang Sabtu tu..
pekena nasi kandar Subaidah

Berduan di tepi pantai Miami pagi Ahad..

Happy Weekend- Saturday

2011-01-29T23:28:00.014+08:00

Sibuk. Sibuk. Minggu yang sibuk. Memang kalau nak dekat-dekat raya ni (cewah mcm raya kita lak) hari pun semakin cepat berjalan, kita pula rasa banyak betul nak buat benda dlm satu masa.

This weekend,(the last weekend of January)
Sabtu : family gathering sempena January's birthday celebration..yeaaay! birthday aku & Alisha..simple planning je tapi yang penting DIY, and it was fun! i really suggest this! kalau setakat wording tu, pakai kotak2 yg nk buang tu, atau, guna je apa2 kertas agak keras sikit and tulis words, dan color guna poster color ke..aku guna marker je :p

1) bentuk bulat ikut size dikehendaki
2) 13 huruf untuk ditulis atas kad

1) Luqman happy dapat tolong pam belon
2) coloring the words
3) set kan tempat untuk di buat " backdrop" dan tampal
belon serta huruf-huruf tersebut

the cake from lovesdesserts

the birthday girls yg sweet..kan? :p

And i really had a good time sebab dapat berkumpul sekeluarga and bergurau senda. Maybe after this, takde gathering buat sementara waktu sampai aku bersalin bulan March..

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2011-01-24T14:25:00.005+08:00

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Perut kenyang hati senang

2011-01-18T23:49:00.001+08:00

Kali ini nak cerita pasal menu harian. Kalau nak tahu masalah besar yang dihadapi oleh seorang surirumah adalah, "nak masak pa harini ???" kalau weeekend tu baru 2hari nak fikir, ni nak fikir setiap hari. Belum cerita kalau stok kat rumah terhad, laaaaaagi pening kepala nak fikir.

Disebabkan aku ni dah menghadapi masalah ni lama, belumlah lagi 10 tahun aku jadi surirumah so tak bolehlah panggil diri senior housewife hehe..tapi, sejak itu juga, untuk mengelakkan aku sakit kepala berfikir pasal masakan, aku pun decided to make my own timetable,till now.. kalau rajin dan banyak masa dapat aku siapkan menu 1-2 bulan sekali tetapi mmg pecah kepala nak fikir ah. So i do menu for a monthly basis.

Cari rujukan dlm buku untuk menambah idea, dan yg lain boleh guna masakan kebiasaan yang kita masak, hanya perlu pandai aturkan masa dan hari, so that tak adalah dalam seminggu sampai 2x pula makan kari je. blueeekkkk....
Kalau hari Ahad tu anggap special, boleh buat kek juga, kuih muih bersama keluarga. Semua mesti membantu dan terlibat. Luc dan Fat memang faveret diorang time ni la.. yang penting enjoy!

contoh menu aku..simple asal aku paham sendiri..
mungkin ini dapat memberi ilham pada kawan-kawan,terpulang
cara korang ah nak buat camna

Dan aku ni saja suka buat menu tu ala jurnal, dengan harapan satu hari nanti jurnal ni dapat diturunkan pada Fatnin pulak. Senang ah dia masak masakan mak dia. So i have this note book that i compile every menus in detail. Contohnya, kalau di timetable tu, hari isnin aku masak kari ikan, jadi dalam buku ni kira ada resipi secara detail dengan bahan-bahan dan cara masak. Senang juga aku nak jadikan rujukan di masa depan, yelah menu aku ni pun akan berulang-ulang juga.

my detail in the menu book

carilah rujukan untuk idea dan kelainan dalam menu, tak
dapat harian, mingguan pun ok

Kalau tahap kerajinan aku melampau, buat lah jadual tu cun sket, print from computer ke..atau boleh juga guna Stick on post dan lekat di pintu peti sejuk. Beware ah, masa buat menu ni, bersedialah sakit kepala untuk berfikir! Good Luck!

Kidsroom project

2011-01-13T13:58:00.000+08:00

..2nd stage is done!

Luqman's part of his dino image, Fatnin's part on floral image has done. Alhamdulillah.

the 3rd stage, we are going to make bed-frames. Yeah, 2 bed frames!

This, ah well is going to be more challenging, undoubtedly. Thus, we are trying hard to find solutions to make it easier. Maybe these can be guides to all our friends out there too! the most important thing is, make this job FUN and lets have COURAGE to do it (i always try not to spending too much weekend activites in shopping complex, so i guess this is the solution for us)

These flower image, are not our first plan, Fatnin tried to persuade her dady to make a barbie thingy, but, obviously la, that's not in agreement. lol. So, my TOOH came with this image of i-don-no-wat-flower-is-that , showed it to fatnin and she incredibly agreed. That's it. The flowers on the wall now!

working on the flowers

done!

Fat: i want my bed to place here!
Dady: NO way

Kidsroom project

2011-01-10T15:39:00.001+08:00

This 2nd stage, painting and mural.

TOOH started painting the wall on Saturday, and all finished at 8pm. Yelah mana taknye, petang tu sempat keluar pergi birthday party pulak, kalau straight buat, sure, siap awal lagi. However, siap satu hari untuk 1 wall 2 color- orange & pink.

2 color for da boy & da girl

So, we continue on mural on Sunday. First mural would be Luqman's favorite- dinosaur dia lah..we chose T-Rex but he wanted Spinosaurus so badly so had to find the image! Luckily TOOH found it in Google so printed it out in big scale as a reference. And as we plan, we didn't want it to look as real picture but, charismatic, so we decided to draw a skeleton instead of the real Spinosaurus.

So hard to think about 'how to transfer the image' to the wall.. nak freehand, serius besar tuu..ntah berapa kali pulak nak lukis. So fikir-fikir punya fikir, dapat satu cara je paling 'mampu' nak buat. Guna dot lines and then just trace back with pencil..memang tak dapat nak dot semua tapi at least dpt bentuk awal, then kena guna kepakaran freehand juga lah untuk lukis line betul ikut image shape tu..Pada mereka yang ada masalah nak lukis, cara ni mmg tak sesuai lah, better guna stencil atau, projector.

i used this technical compass to make a dot

the printout image

TOOH make pointing

We didn't want so many color either sbb wall je dah 2 colors and bones look good in white kan? so we chose white using Palaka brand.

can u see the dots?NO!..draw with a pencil guys!

the coloring begin

detailing need patience

frm scratch, done after 11 hours

Orait friends, i ll posting on fatnin's part pulak later after we finished the mural.. :) stay tune..

Luqman's year of kindergarten

2011-01-10T14:59:00.000+08:00

First we thought of Genius Aulad..dah bayar registration booking and baju pun dah dapat. Then fikir punya fikir, i dowan to make a commitment to pay nearly 300 everymonth, tu just basic je belum lagi kang buku, ke apa material lagi..so we decided to find backup..

There go terjumpa Tadika Hasanah, Islamic jugak. Not so cheap la tp at least cheaper than Genius Aulad yang mahal tu..the fee is below 200..not bad huh? with registration fee of RM700..

So far, i can see his improvement in Qiraati (muqaddam), and reading still on progress. Honestly im not very concern on reading as he will catching up later pon in real primary school..ikut perkembangan dia lah, but I really strict about mengaji..so worry bila compare to me, darjah 1 dulu dah start baca Quran, anak aku ni masih Qiraati lagi..tapi InsyaAllah, oklah nanti.

Good Luck in school my boy!

Kidsroom Project

2011-01-09T12:45:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah all the painting job(oops not the grill yet) were finished on Saturday. Im happy with the outcome,and yg penting my Luqman and Fatnin love their chosen color..
Sunday; husband will doing the wall mural on Dino,I like T-rex but Luqman stubbornly wanted Spinosaurus and it quite challenging because Spino had so many bones!urghh sian mr TOOH..

Im a mother of not guilty..

2011-01-07T13:37:00.000+08:00

One morning, time sedang ber cuddle with Fatnin atas katil, out of sudden,she said to me, "mami,kenapa mami selalu keluar ngan kawan mami tinggal Fatnin?" DANG! aku terdiam and senyum,dlm kepala berligau nak cari jawapan.
"Mami jumpa kawan sekejap jelah,Fatnin kan happy dok kat school.." then she was like hmm oklah..

I wasnt sure what my feeling were when she asked me that.Guilty?confused? And, when i told my Tooh about it, he smiled and said that i deserve time off sometime to cheer up with friends, movies and gossiping. So, i didn't feel guilty then, at least i dont know what other people's opinion but when it comes frm my husband, im relieved..

Im still on Minimalism in 2011!

2011-01-03T23:18:00.004+08:00

Minimalism is about limiting yourself to what you can handle. It is about not burdening yourself with stuff and obligations that do not benefit you or give you pleasure. It is NOT about how low you can go, or the peeing contests that some minimalists like to enter into.

I trust these, and have working on this philosophy since 4years ago.. (taken from a blog writer, annie)

Start setting boundaries on yourself and your life. Decide that you only want as many clothes as will fit in your closet, and don’t allow your wardrobe to breach that limit.
By setting boundaries on my expenses I am able to work at home and be a stay-at-home mother for my child.By setting boundaries on my stuff I reduce how much time I spend cleaning, caring and digging through the crap that is in my home.
By setting boundaries on my time I am able to maximize my productivity.

There are many ways and style that u can be, but just be simple and minimal on what u think it's benefit u. I can never live with mess home, bulky furnitures, big room, and walk in wardrobe! Well, that is me, what are you? Determine to simplify your life by change your thinking! Be simple, don't waste on things that end up will stay in your house for years for u recognize them. Stop collecting rubbish, save money!

Good luck and Happy 2011

Projek Bilik Kanak-kanak

2010-12-29T19:21:00.001+08:00

Okay, since i moved in to this our-own-house, kids bedroom memang tak ada buat apa-apa..dah masuk lebih setahun ni, typcally lah dah jadi bilik separa store! I have my routine to de-clutter my house every 3rd week in a month. So i would never live with barang2 yang tidak berguna..that's me! i never feel guilty to throw everything eventho sometime ada masa i found that i still need that thing, pathetic kan? and i think that's the way it is, Allah has granted me with a such understanding husband and he, also a collector! haha..what a pair kan? so ada masa tu, mana barang yg aku nak throw out tu, akan dikutip dlm diam oleh sang suami dan disimpan. Maka, dikala si isteri tetiba teringat nak pakai, situasinye,
Me: Ala, haritu dah buang pulak gam UHU yang lebih tu..nanti kena beli lah sebab ada benda nak gam la..
TOOH : Kite ada simpan, apa yg awak nak gam?..haritu masa awak buang, kita amik balik :p

So, that's my life!haha.. Disebabkan lg beberapa bulan, akan ada baby baru, so anak-anakku harus ke bilik sendiri untuk tidur. Ayo, i have to have BIG bedroom kalau mahu semua anak co-sleeping! Luqman pon dah 6tahun, so akan diajar untuk tidur sendiri bermula tahun hadapan. fatnin jadi mangsa lah menemani dia kat bilik jugak. i know this sounds hard but i have to do it.
Okay now my project is to have 4weeks to kemas-kemas and re design bilik anak-anak, buat sementara ni Luqman akan berkongsi bilik bersama Fatnin sampailah dia akil baligh. Simple je, im so kedekut okeh, not so willing nak keluar big money to design kid's room even selalu buat design untuk org yg bukan main budget nye..(hehe aku designer yg cekik darah)

Simple as,
New idea on

to change wall color,
add some mural as for Luqman's favorite, (courtesy of daddy)
study table for Luqman since he starts schooling next year.
And book shelves.
beds

Curtain yang dari apartment dulu memang haruslah ditukar
sebab sangatlah tidak 'childish'

kesenangan aku untuk mengantung shopping
bags aku sebenarnye, dulu hooks ni untuk
gantung RS dan Wraps..

Activity table/area yang memang selalu paling bersepah.
Setiap kali aku kemas akan bersepah, so ini harus di omit
kepada lebuh 'study-like manner'

Tiada sebarang NO/YES jika anda nak design bilik ni, tetapi harus ingat, setiap design adalah berdasarkan,

fungsi - mesti tahu apa kegunaan bilik
pemilik - berdasarkan minat dan siapa mendudukinya
aktiviti dalaman - apa yg akan dilakukan selalu dlm bilik
psikologi - membantu pemilik secara langsung
konsep/theme - moden-contemporary-hi tech dll
pencahayaan - sangat penting supaya tiada masalah mata/kepala jika cahaya kurang

Jadi, wajib juga ambil berat jika ingn memilih color dan konsep untuk sesuatu bilik. Kids room selalunya dikaitkan dengan warna ceria kerana, kita selalu rasa mereka suka bermain. Walaubagaimana tiada salah jika tiada warna langsung, jika itu adalah konsep untuk anak kita.

Secara basic, (untuk kanak-kanak)

warna ceria seperti warna terang akan menaikkan nafsu aktif pada kanak2 ; jika kita tidak mahu anak2 asik terlalu main dan buas dlm bilik elakkan warna terang. Contoh, orange,yellow,hot blue, striking red, dll
warna pastel(lembut) selalu dikaitkan dengan bilik baby tp tidak semestinya toddler tidak sesuai, range ini sesuai untuk memberi ketenangan, dan bersifat romantik. Contoh: creme, beige, light blue, light pink, sweet green, dll.
warna sejuk/dingin pula untuk neutral, bersifat 0.. kanak-kanak biasanya akan bermain dan berhenti pada ms tertentu kerana ada masanya psikologi mereka akan letih dan bosan. Contoh: kelabu, hijau lumut, coklat cair/gelap, hitam dll.

Aku memang tak suka beli toys, tapi peliknya banyak juga
mainan anak-anakku. 2 full boxes..

ini sebenarnya barang aku dan TOOH..documents/
buku/stationaries/fabrics dan entah apa-apa lagi

almari ni memang akan digunakan selagi dia tak
tumbang..hahaha..btw, anak 2 ni bukannya banyak
baju lagi so, almari ni masih mencukupi untuk mereka

all the dinos hanging and stamps glow in the dark..must be remove.
uh see that, my TOOH's antique clock! and Luc's 1st step pon dah
bersawang..hmmm

Cuti Christmas

2010-12-27T01:43:00.001+08:00

Nothing so special about this weekend holiday, kurang seronok sebab the public holiday jatuh pada Sabtu..no difference okay! and yang paling tak best is, aku batuk. Penyakit batuk yang bermula dari balik dari Genting 3weeks before, till now Im suffering! arghhh..sakit perut aku and tulang rusuk, and crotch and kepala, and jaws..payah betul batuk time mengandung ni, dah bermacam cara, makan ubat by doc's prescriptions,home remedies,traditional..semua mcm tak jalan je :(

Paling aku tak suka masalah terkucil/terkencing dlm seluar. Payah tau,nak solat nye lagi..nak bertukar2 lagi..aduss..mencabar betul pregnancy aku kali ni.

celebration apa ni? bantai lah..asal ada cupcake!

with my niece Aida yang baru dapat PMR result, 5A je..
tapi makcik kau ni tetap dessert treat gak..cool kan..we had girl's outing on Xmas day!

3weeks ago...

fatnin bergaya di Genting Highland, even tho she was in fever
and flu at the time..

she struggled at night..

a brave little girl of mine

fatnin with big brother, Luqman

Me and kids followed my sisiters and mom to spend holiday and lepaking to Genting Highland. We stayed in 3-rooms apartment, had beautiful chit-chat moment between siblings, awesome steamboat dinner, and movie marathon in house. I was happy BUT, the thing was, it freaking cold that time and Fatnin had fever. So i wasn't enjoy very much, more on worrying about her. I started to have cough literally..

2weeks ago,

Been warded for tonsillitis and viral infection
at, Pediatric Selayang Hospital

after 4th days, she looks energetic..alhamdulillah

last week,

chocolate brownie..yum yummy

fatnin yang gila bergaya depan camera.. :)

Trip to Bali

2010-12-23T02:26:00.011+08:00

My 1st trip selepas mabuk, adalah my husband's company trip. Where? Bali, Indonesia. Mulanya aku tak mau pegi tp Lee kata com dia bukan selalu buat trip, family all sponsored lak tu, so aku tabahkan juga hati dan semangat,ok la pergi..at least tau juga mcm mana rupa Bali tu yg org sibuk2 dikatakan best.

at Nusa Dua Beach, Club Med

the most thing that they enjoyed

Visiting to Uluwatu Temple..sunset was awesome up there.
But have to beware of monkeys

Trip ni 4hari 3malam, stayed at Club Med Resort, the area in Nusa Dua Beach. Aku pun tak buat any research pasal Bali's geo so my target was to relax je. Btw, aku rasa taklah seronok sangat holiday ni sebab, keadaan hotel yg jauh dr tempat2 menarik (yg patut dikunjungi jika ke Bali), susah mencari makanan Halal & cuaca panas. Memang semua memainkan peranan juga kalau ke Bali ni. Kalau aku tak pregnant maybe oklah juga nak melawat pergunungan cantik yg mengambil masa perjalanan dr Club Med tu 3jam. Aduss, memang aku tak pergi.

at Art Market, Sukawati, Sanur

in front of Discovery Mall, Kuta Town

Therefore, kami sekeluarga hanya jalan2 around town, shopping, lepak dlm resort..Oklah tu, anak2 pun puas main pool and mcm2 aktiviti juga ada dlm Club Med, so pepandai lah cari entertainment.

inilah keadaanya di Pantai 4 Season tu..happening
walaupun dalam2 gelap tu

Malam terakhir, bos belanja dinner kat Four Season Beach. Ok jugak lepak beach malam-malam, memang happening tempat tu..macam foodcourt tepi laut ah. Kalau nak pergi aku nasihatkan pergi dr petang, diorang kata sunset cun kat situ. kami pergi lepas maghrib, takde makna sunset la, nampak bulan je. Tapi yg tak bestnye, aku mmg tak lalu nk makan even they serve seafood, not that 100% Halal lah, tapi kalau anda jenis yg asal seafood boleh makan, oklah tu. Dahlah makan dlm gelap, guna lilin atas meja (yelah tepi laut kan..) Aku enjoyed dengan the environment lah, tengok gelagat orang, siap ada tv show dr chanel mana ntah buat liputan masa tu, so..layaaaan.

the only food we ate in the hotel's restaurant..

we were on diet! haha..

Hello Again

2010-12-23T02:15:00.003+08:00

Wow, it has been soooooOOOOOO long..ingat dah tutup?eh, tak lagi..ada tapi mcm tak ada. Heha.

I been stop writing my blog since Ramadhan and kunun akan start balik after raya lah.Tetapi rupanye, segala yg dirancang..Allah sahaja yg menentukan. Im PREGNANT! yes, i knew it after 3rd of Ramadhan(8weeks pregnant) and dandan tu gaklah i've started my muntah loya pening semua pakej..berlanjutan sehingga lah 5.5bulan. Now Im getting tough back and stronger day after day.

Sepanjang Ramadhan-Syawal memang tak ada yg menarik pun yang berlaku sebab memang aku melepak je melayan kelemahan mabuk ku. Memang aku ni tang pregnant, itu jelah yg lemahkan semangat, time Luqman & Fatnin pun mabuk teruk,so terima jelah dugaan ni kan.

Alhamdulillah, masuk 6bulan, muntah stop and selera makan biasa2 je.Berat pun kira ok lah maintain semula.Sekurangnya, dah tak adalah makan-muntah-minum-muntah. Sekarang dah mampu lah untuk makan apa yg tekak rasa nk makan.

Apa nak cerita?July oh July..August?

2010-08-08T23:18:00.018+08:00

Kiranye tajuk tu dah mengungkap dah post aku nih..

Btw,sepanjang bulan July yang super duper busy ni..plus hanya ada 1minggu dalam August for enjoying main2&makan2 life before we entering Ramadhan..

One of my best friend's son birthday. Ari's turning 2! yeehaa..

the birthday party was held in Ampang

Our Malaysian Babywearing Gathered for July..

In Fabolous Mom TTDI

This is 1st SSC (soft structure carrier) that i love...

Dream Carrier own by Elly

All the attendees..See u guys again after Raya!

At Elephant Park

Enjoying their time in Deer Park

Met my long lost friend..my best friend Sue rupanya

dah menetap di Putrajaya..uhu miss u!

Auntie Sue yg tak pernah jumpa Fatnin

Babywearing show at Fiesta Kajang...fun!

Our MBW speaker, Puan Adriana..cewah

Gossip Girls Luncheon & Movie Time

Burger Time..huh i missed this..mak jatuh pagi tu, so had rush to Selayang jaga mak..btw, i know it was fun..ngan make up2 lagi yeh...ciss (L-R; Sana, Elly, Adrin, Syaz)

All kemas2 and re'arranging' our garden(mcmlah garden sgt pun b4)done this weekend!We are raedy to celebrate Ramadhan!! Insyaallah..

Aku doakan semua rakan-rakan tabah dan sihat mengharungi Ramadhan ini. Jangan berbelanja lebih, banyakkan amal. Jangan puasa kita hanya sekadar tahan lapar dan dahaga sahaja...InsyaAllah...Jumpa di Hari Raya,! (as i ll not blogging in Ramadhan month)

Jemput lah datang ke rumah kami yang tak seberapa ini. :)

XOXO

Last weekend

2010-07-07T18:34:00.003+08:00

huh lama tak tulis blog..aku rasa dah terlalu banyak citer nk citer tp dah basi blm sempat nk blog.
btw, aku lg senang mengupdate dlm FB and twitter je skang, lg2 twitter gang aku mmg rawks!!ada jek topic hehari! sehati sejawa lah boleh di katakan..lol
Lagipun not much to write as i am planning on TTC..fatnin already 2 years 4months and i still not pregnant, quite sad actually. Tapi rezeki semua Allah tentukan so I ll hang in here!..waiting and trying!
Last week wiera from US balik holiday to Malaysia and we twitter ganf yg hehari dok chat chat, ni plan a lunch with her at Marche last Sunday. Kira kami award her as Celebrity of the Day lah ni(bertambah lak dgn flawless skin tu)..and we had great lunch together! dah nama pun kenal dr BW so, slot meng'try carrier mesti ada..lebih2 lg show off ah..(ni tujukan pd sorang tu jek:p)sib baik ko tak bawak yg lain..sampai aku pun terjebak pinjam JS punya SSc haritu..hmm klu aku tergoda tok memakai and beli SSc ni,memag ah korang!
disebabkan kelalaian aku tertinggal camera di Marche haritu so gambar lambat sket upload..coming soon!

Happy Weekend

2010-06-23T20:43:00.003+08:00

Saturday, penuh tol aktiviti, pepagi lg dah kene pi Bangsar amik modem baru..lega dapat modem so bolehlah aku ber wireless kat umah, ku tak punyalah ssh nk tweet ngan geng2! Balik tu singgah Gombak dok amik cookies ordered special for Amir. tengahari tu terus pi harijadi Amir yg ke 2 tahun,sebaya Fatnin.Fatnin punya besday pun ada plan nk celebrate last March but, pasal blury bab2 birthday party ni. Nak organize, nak list down apa nk buat..pening..ale2 tak buat langsung. Amir punya party best, Mickey Mouse theme, semangat aku pakai hitam+merah that day. Makanan memang superb, terkejut aku. Kira mmg besar-besaran ah dah mcm kenduri Amir bertunang lak..ehehk..(jgn mare). Food blast tol petang tu sampai aku jadi tamak..tak tahu nk makan apa. Yg pasti fav aku,
mee rebus+cupcakes+creampuff+sushi+bergedil+roti jala = semua masuk perut..haha..elly,klu harijadi Amir tiap bulan pun aku dtg! Petang tu balik dr Subang konon ingat nk singgah mall baru ,Empire Gallery, tp kenyang sgt= ngantuk. Aku balik terus, mintak pelepasan dr Lee nak relax sesorang, so bebudak dia bawak gi Taman..hmm..relax..malam kuar gi Ikea for dinner.

datang perot kosong, balik perot buncit terus..
ice cream time at park..with daddy

Sunday lak, besday Afiya at Popeyes TTDI..best jugak sbb dapat lepak2 makan borak ngan geng mommies. Popeyes tu baru 1st time kot buat besday party, punyalah kelam kabut tak organise langsung, kesian aku tgk Liza & Terry, dorang lak kelibut! Mcm semua nk kene ajar/mintak kat staff Popeyes tu..nasib baiklah makan tak jadi sebab sangat, asal party meriah, cake sedap!Yelah camna nk lawan McD,dorang siap ada Event Manager tok nk held party je..Mr Popeyes kene pi belajar kat McD!hehe..tp cake Millie tu mmg gempak banget. Thank God I was full with fried chicken that time, klu tak, mau muka aku repeated asking for cake :p

i had fun time! the party was great..

[picas form liza's fb]

Then petang tu jugak aku gi tukar baju ngan Sanaa at Kota Damansara, pastu BIL dtg from Bt Pahat nak stay overnight. Monday, early morning lg aku dah bangun nk prepare breakfast for the family, pas makan, ke KL bawak dorang gi hantar anak register college. Dahlah tengah2 bandar Chow kit tu office nye..tension aku ngan system college tu. Mmg semua private college camtu payahnye ke? Dahlah tunggu orientation till 5pm then nk kene angkut lak ke Danau Kota tok check in hostel. Kunci lak takde, tunggu lagi sampai maghrib lah aku tercangok. Budus punya collage! Tiap2 semester ada kemasukan takkan tak reti2 nak organise new students.Huh. Nasib baik dlm penat2 tu gak sempat ber shopping kat Jln TAR, selamat ah dapat kain bj raya tahun ni.Setel, need to send to tailor jek. Malam pulak off to eCurve, BFF dapat free tickets free to preview Back up Plan, even im not so fancy of JLo tp dah free pegi lah and, that muvi was hillarious okay!(strictly for 18yo people!). Sampai umah around midnight, trus kab00m..letih.

my kids played with Arian at lobby with daddies supervision
while mommies watching movie

If only...

2010-06-18T16:40:00.003+08:00

Why we always think of something that we never own..

People...

he grows so fast that even me can imagine..if only i can turn him to be baby again..to hold him
like forever..with the baby' smell..

if only, we had more times to stay in Astana(plus if it'd fun)i would love
to buy a land and build a dream house

if only i married earlier young age, then i would love to have 'babies' of 5!
if only.... I not going mad!

To my Diary

2010-06-08T03:14:00.001+08:00

I have new application in
my ipod, calls,Quick Diary.I love it since i can just click and type whatever i feel at time,happiness, angry,hatred, funnies, even story of my kids.
Do u ever be in situation that u see things or, experience something and u try to keep in mind that 'this' u should write in your blog?then it happenes to be forgotten when u reach home and bla bla bla..In my studied time i used to bring notebook/sometime buku 555 pun, everywhere i go and if count i might had hundreds of notebooks..i love to jott down evrything that i may interested to..so for this reason i hve this application and i can always type while on move,and copy them to my blog! so friends,dun be confuse after this with some of stupid things i write because it may be some of stupid things that i have seen..;)

Momentum

2010-06-08T02:56:00.001+08:00

Sometimes we had face really down emotions and please try to cope & forget about it.Therefore make another plan and rejoice the next moment as it will be the better outcome for us.

Malaysian Movie

2010-06-08T02:54:00.001+08:00

2010-06-03 20:53:10
been waiting for viewing..Lagenda Budak Setan..shit! im early.Now in my seat,im looking around all malays(obviously!),age 20-48.They are so noisy,and i realize malaysian always chew while talking,make it really sound disgusting.i sit in front of couples or might b group of best friends,they were sucks!noise and poyo!this is really an 'experience' for me..chaiyok..thenmivie starts!

5k ??? huh gile ke hapa?

2010-05-25T02:13:00.001+08:00

Terkejut kejat aku bila dengar akak aku dok buat treatment ngan London Management Slimming tu..5k tok 10 sessions, gile ah..aku bukan rsa yg LM tu yg gile but my sister is the weird crazy gal yg boleh interested dgn benda2 camtu..pd aku klu duit dah borkoyan koyan and orang tu artis ke yg igt nk melawa je,oklah tp akak aku?? huh what a waste! tp tula klu dah single tu tak tahu nk buat apa ngan duit kan.Keje dpt gaji bukan ada tanggungan pun so oklah asal akak aku puas hati and gembira untuk sendiri gak..(aku berharap sgt akak aku akan bertemu jodoh secepat mungkin..;))

2010-05-18T01:21:00.005+08:00

This whole month in May ni mmg sbuk betul..dengan family lah, kawan2 lah..moms gang lagi. Btw, enjoy juga sbb dpt jumpa and bersosial sepanjang minggu.

Family Tahlil & Birthday Celebration for May, my big bro & my niece Amira

Lama tak jumpa my Cinta so we tried to visit her&husband at their home, hoping to BW newborn jugak sbb coincidently adik Ryn ada kat rumah dia tengah confinements.
Malaysian Babywearing gathering for May..this time dekat je kat Taman Tun Dr Ismail tu so tiada alasan untuk aku tidak pergi..Enjoy!
Malam tu pulak terus ke Sunway jumpa geng karib aku..lepak dinner kat tempat biasa lah, Borneo! Huh dah besau-besau anak dorang..semua sebaya Fatnin.

Yet, the month of May is still on and im looking forward to another plans..

Cerita Cuti

2010-05-03T23:08:00.010+08:00

on the night of his birthday

Our celebration for Luqman's birthday was simple cake cutting at home on the night of 18th April tu and since my friend made so 'gempak' reviews on Hard Rock Hotel and its promotion, Therefore, aku & TOOH taknak lepaskan peluang..dahlah we love Penang so much, and never argue if Penang comes to our suggestion holiday. So we decided to give a try and stay a night at HR Hotel as a compliment for Luqman's birthday present (even tho mak bapak yg over sebanarnye).
We really had a great time there! with a 5 stars services and enough facilities. The most best thing I like to point out is to their so friendly/helpful staffs..we can see and meet their staff s everywhere in the hotel..i mean everywhere! I was surprise , like how many people they have hired for working there? Let's imagine there are 4 guys at pool counter for towel/organizing, 3 at the main entrance(siap sorang mamat ni kejar sampai ke kereta greet us and amikkan beg), 5 at the reception counter..and there are almost everywhere that we can meet them! takkan lost ah kat hotel tu! keluar lif pun dah nampak muka dorang say Hi, nk balik bilik pun hantar kan lah pulak..haha..
Since Im not really in idea to give any review of the rooms and the environment, so friends! just read from my pal's blog!

our journey stopped at Juru for Lunch, friend's suggestion
to try their Ns Goreng ketam & Udang. But u have to reach early..klu tak ramai..
we have to wait sbb tiba awal kedai buka kol 12.30..
we reached Penang at 1pm and lepak at hotel Naza Tillya till 5pm we went out for dinner!
had dinner at Padang Kota Lama..uh i love pasembur . Tooh with kerang bakar..
then we went toSup Hameed at town for late supper with TOOH's old friend
Sunday morning..had morning walk at the beach and kids playing pool..
after checked out from Naza Hotel, we went to Little Penang and had lunch,again,Pasembur!
I enjoyed the moment meeting my BW mommy, Shida..
but I couldnt stand the heat!Penang was so hot that time.

in HRH..raining all evening so we opt to Lil Rock for indoor entertainment for kids
Nice..there have books, tv, computer for games, children play toys and playground
Good bye hard Rock..We totally had Rawks holiday!
definitely go again! in October we come!!!! to the friendliest hotel i ever been..

Mei's Mei Tai Competition

2010-05-01T01:51:00.006+08:00

Hehe..aku mmg suka masuk ETSY tengok barang, and everytime enter that site, accidentally yg tak pnh terpikir pun aku beli.. Ok, sekarang nk citer pasal kain..aku mmg suka fabric Amy Butler tp buat collection klu tak buat apa2 pun rugi ah so aku gatal2 nak join ah si Farid buat contest dlm blog Mei / fb so aku join and manatau rezeki aku menang..sekarang TOOH je yg pakai MT ni kalau BW Fat, so klu aku menang MT Mei's ni mmg it totally MINE!!! blh lah aku bergaya sakan ber MT nt heeh..
So korang yg minat nk ber MT..sila lah join gak! Due Date 19th MAY!! Cepat Cepat!!
Sebenarnya submit aje fabric yg korang minat tp aku ni mmg senang bg penerangan dgn draw,

Ini design yg aku teringin sgt...

1)

Amy Butler Morning Glory mmg dr dulu aku gilakan..haha..
I have 1 with this motif but in Mustard color..

Aqua Wishing Flower ni aku belasah je tetiba minat lak,
maybe because it looks like Dandelions yg aku mmg minat..pastu aku
mmg nak sgt white color strap!! (Farid ko ada kan lah eh..)

Riley Black pattern, yg ni pun aku minat sebab
ada purple & black. And again..white straps!

Hood untuk ketiga-tiga ni, aku pilih mesh hood in white..(ada ka farid?)

So, don't be hesitate to join this contest and try your luck people! Visit, http://meistai.wordpress.com/ for more infos and join FB Fanpage here.

Been away

2010-04-27T01:17:00.004+08:00

Busy last week for 'pre holiday' thingy. And i 've been away to Penang since saturday. Now Im back to KL and im sooo damn tired! Only tweet can spare me. I ll upload my vacation photos soon. I had enjoyable holiday, fun activities for kids and Luqman the bithday boy was happy too.
Met BW friends made my holiday more remarkable!

Busy nye..

2010-04-14T06:25:00.003+08:00

Sebenarnye hari biasa je..masa pun berlalu mcm biasa 24jam pusingan setiap hari.
Tapi ada masa tu rasa tak cukup..ni orang sealu cakap la, tp aku biasa je, tak pnh pulak rasa tak cukup masa sbb setiap org kene pandai isi masa dan urus perkara yang nak dibuat dlm masa 24 jam tu..Semua ni berkaitan 'organize'. Aku mmg tak perfect lah tp pasal organize barang mmg aku suka so, tang organize ni aku takde problem. Kalau nak bg sehari 24jam tu, ala kacang je..ceh berlagak, boleh la cakap ek sbb bukan jd PM pun haha..bukan nk control negara pun..apa aku merepek ni?
Sebenarnye aku nk citer pasal org sekeliling aku yg selalu mengeluh pasal 'masa' tak cukup sedangkan bg aku semua ada cara tersendiri unutk mengagihkan masa mereka. So, be "BIJAK" dlm merancang masa anda..! Kalau aku tak pandai mengisi masa, mengurus masa, merancang masa..maka, dah lama aku bosan jadi surirumah, dah lama rumah aku jadi kapal pecah, dah lama aku gemok gedempol, anak-anak aku hantar je kat taska tu, tak masak, tak ber online, tak menjahit, dan tak dapatlah aku habiskan part time study aku kat uia tu ..Orang kata jadi surirumah ni banyak masa, senanglah, takde pening fikir pasal kerja..so kepada mereka yg berkata begitu, apa kata kita tukar tempat?
Duduk rumah, pada aku yang 'moden' ni bukan lah seperti typical 'org berotak lama' bayangkan.,maksudnya, suri rumah ni mesti jadi un-fashionable, humble, selekeh, tak open minded,dll. Frankly, aku selalu tanya sesetengah kawan yang bekerja, kenapa kau taknak quit kerja and jadi housewife je..then they will proudly answered, 'taknak lah nanti bosan..' 'nanti aku jadi makcik-makcik tak berkembang otak'..aduh..bengangnye ayat untuk didengar oleh surirumah yang macam aku ni..huh tension! yang lawaknye ada mereka yang bekerja tu lebih 'katak di bawah tempurung' dari aku..jangan kata online, internet pun belum tentu ada kat rumah, kat office dahlah terhad nak ber internet, kat rumah pula takde masa nak duduk depan komputer. Even Twitter pun tak tahu, Paypal? RSS feed? online shopping?Skype? Blogging?e-book? (tanye aku 'yg surirumah' ni jugak..kene ajar :p)

adusssss tension aku! semua bergantung pada diri sendiri lah, bukan bererti semua yang bekerja adalah 'open' thinking yang tahu dunia luar..bukan semua 'surirumah' ber tittle 'makcik-makcik'..

Project Domesticity

2010-04-02T17:28:00.008+08:00

Never blog about this and i think no one wants to write about this either. What the hell..i just like to share anyway. Because this is my life and these things really help me a lot. haha..
So this entry is a dedication for items that really help me in my all day time as a house-cleaner.
I love the most,

-1st,

I dont like to put carpet in my hall, so i really particular with floor cleaning. Since i have polish tiles so, it is important to see all of them look shining and sleek at any time. That's why I mop often. Even thou it may be annoying to some people (esp. my family) but i really CANT be in calm till my floor gets shining. Huh, weird huh? that's me! So I always rely on Cosway Floor Shine but for sometime I find Daia as a substitute. Daia is cheaper and gives excellent effect too.
-2nd,
I wash my WC & WB everyday..so i opt to Dettol Spray as it is easy to wipe in express. It gives me satisfaction so far. I really recommend it because it gives surface cleans and antibacterial. I love the smell too. (normally I add 1/2 cup concentrate dettol to mix). As for the WC..i pour Clorox and leave for 10 minutes then flush. I also love this powder cleaner, it cheap and it works more powerful than other liquid cleaner. I have 2 bottle with different smell and use it for washing toilet, kitchen, carpet, and even kitchen pot. Just be surprise at it's shininess.

how to make this WB&tap cleans and shines at any time? i use Zip..(haha dah mcm buat commercial lak aku)
-3rd
This product is a magic. my family love it. My mom, sisters, brother..all using this sabun tau. It really excellent to whites nor color fabrics. i use it to clean my computer too. Believe me, just try to any white-turn-dark surfaces..then u ll see how it works..the surface will brighter again. I wipe Fatnin's food tray(ikea's baby chair) using this..it always looks white as new.

p/s: this is not for commercial. I have not been paid. Just like to share.

I am so weak.......aaahhh

2010-04-01T00:06:00.005+08:00

I am on my weakness point....
I am too lazy to write/type in blog.
I 'm needing of more more energy..to make me re energize!

However,
I love these past few days' weather. Raining. Cool.
While,
I still struggling on my workday as a house-mom..

Hence,
I am grateful, to have a 3 years daughter who always 'rebel without a cause' in da-house, and, sweet 5years son who practically doing 'Blair witch project' everyday and I genuinely be a professor to answer all the quizzical-boy-&-the-uncommonly-childish-girl demands.

And,
I realized this is what, to be call a life of A Modern Housewife....

HENs..or should it call chick?

2010-03-06T03:07:00.007+08:00

I am on my project of collecting my standard 6 friends for reunion..can u believe it? in all of years in my life, i would never forget my primary school time. I always love school(not uni, not college..). I love school system, uniforms.. prefect.. discipline teacher. .coach. .field.. library.. assembly.. Negaraku song.. sports day.. How i wish i can turn back time..i really wanna do it all again. To sit in UPSR, to be a Selangor represent in Sukma, debate in inter schools. For this reason, i really working hard for this reunion. Meeting all my class's chicks after 19years, how will it looks then? there would be women with children, wrinkles, body fat, loose dress, high heels, flats, flowery clothes, palazo pants, or even some of them are still single. Weird, but this going to be fun!

Project Domesticity

2010-03-03T17:32:00.008+08:00

I've been busy to update on cooking, and i keep storing all/some of my my cooking pics. Time to remove them from my comp so here i post! I am the person who like to cook by schedule, yelah I am SAHM so people may think i should have so many time, and the reality is, it is NOT. Therefore, since i change-myself-to-be-SAHM i plan my schedule. I live with routine so that i would never feel stuck in the middle of 2 works (eventho it happens all time). I have things to be done before i sleep, after i wake up, and continuously care for my children & dear husband. I dont play on timetable which starts at ** time or should end at ** time, i am kinda use to do all works by flow, wana know why? because i am the-kind-of, "perempuan bangun lambat!" I get prepare myself after wake up everyday, bath,perform solat+quranic (at tis time i feed my children at same time,so i can have my time while they are eating). Then I put my kids in bathroom for 10-15min enough for me to make preparation for my menu. I shower my kids and dress them, give them milk and let them for 'tv time' at 2.50-4pm . I'll take 15-30mins to cook and feed them with heavy lunch while they're watching tv.

I wash toilet & kitchen everyday. I menyapu everyday.
I mop floor on Monday, Wed, Friday & Sunday.

Laundry on Tuesday.
Back to my mom's every Thursday.
Toilet scrubbing & Vacuum every Friday. (vacuum still depending on situation)
Occasionally gardening on Sunday.
Shampooing my kid's hair on Tue & Fri.
Friday would be my off day for cooking, and we dine out for dinner. Friday is The Kids Movie time at my house, while I do facial/beauty.
Saturday is for out-from-home day. Sunday is family day or apa-apa aje.
As for my cooking, i m sure i am not the only one who suffer to think about what to cook for family, hei people, SAHM cook for everyday and for the whole year. So imagine how we think about menu everyday. I always sakit kepala to think and that is why i try to find/surf for recipes in 2 weeks time, and prepare menu for each 10days. We buy poultry and veges at Pasar borong since it way cheaper and fresh. Unfortunately it is not suits our go green life because pasar still using plastic for their sales, and i have to wash all the plastics and keep them(at least not to throw it for our mother earth sake).

All About drama

2010-03-02T11:19:00.018+08:00

Hana Kimi..the story about a young girl who falls in love with a handsome boy
and decided to enter the same school with him. However it is a boys boarding school,
so she has to pretend to be a boy for entering the school..
ps: thanks to my friend, dear didot to let me borrow this CDs..

I particularly enjoyed myself with laugh and tears watching jDramas.. What I love about Japan stories are, they are easy to watch, without any nerve. It way different from Malaysian/ Hong Kong/ Venezuelan dramas, which are full of vengeance, jealousy and bad feelings. We would end up feel mad and un-satisfied every episodes to come. So I never stuck up in these series (well that is why I don't have Astro at home). Too bad there are no jDrama airing in our country, so i watch on online streaming and websites. Believe me, I can watch these dramas the whole night and never feel sleepy because they are funny, even for serious plot of story, they still got 'stupid' scenes and funny outcomes! Therefore, i really feel relax and happy after all.

Hana Yori Dango is my favourite among all. I love the story and their simplicity.
This drama also been out in Taiwan version call Meteor Garden, and
the latest is Korean version tittle, Boys Over Flowers. F4 gals!

Do you remember this drama? It aired when I was in U, 10 years back. The hot Takuya Kimura in it!!
Beautiful Life is about a cute hair stylist who gradually falls in live to a young handicap woman. Must watch!

Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge (tanye Elly apa maksudnye..) Im watching this recently.
it is airing for the 6th episode now..kawaii and it hillarious! The actors are from Japan popular boy band, Kat-Tun.

Possesion

2010-02-25T03:50:00.006+08:00

Sejak bulan lepas bag Nose aku yang for so long long (aku beli b4 pi Kazakhstan, bawak pi dok sana, balik bawak KL) dah ditamatkan riwayatnye. Dah koyak rabak and I threw it out. I long to have this Couch bag even I dont really minat the brand..and at same time i am not the person who berani to buy bag over RM300..never! I really need bag before went back to kampung last week..ada pun minat pada bag PG Mall yang Elly jual, tapi too late lah aku, dah jual kat orang lain. Desperately I went to Jusco on Friday night and found this cheap-sale-longgok punya bag, brand Cleef..i dont know the brand but it caught me because it is big and cheap.

Maybe I gone crazy to have this, for $360++
But, I am thankful for this (RM39)......for now..

Gone for the South

2010-02-25T03:07:00.011+08:00

My husband's office closed for whole week on CNY so we decided to find place to go since we had to go back for his niece's wedding. After long considerations..tau lah my husband..pelik2 je idea..we plan to go up to Jb and Singapore.

at Butterfly garden..Bugs.

how funny dah jalan2 to Singapore, balik JB,kat Danga Bay lagi happening and fun..

Of course only 1 day trip to Singapore. I remembered have been live there for some time ms childhood..and memandangkan takde pulak rasa rindukan apa2 di Singapore tu so I know that means, takde yg menariklah kat sana. Btw, dah masuk Jb rasa tak tahu pi mana so my Tooh's nephew works in Singapore, suruh dia je bawak kami jejalan.Ok lah naik bas-bas-mrt 2x, pastu naik lagi train to Sentosa. Dalam sentosa ada 3 station interlink dlm tu naik shutter bus lak..senang jek tapi ramai manusia tu yg tak sanggup. Mungkin hari biasa ok sikit kot.

Di Sentosa, mmg tak stroller friendly (eventho byk jugak orang pakai pastu menyusahkan orang lain), so my Tooh wore Fatnin in his Kozy.

I got chance to wear my mesh RS for long hours..taklah hours sgt pun..2jam lah, kira lenguh beb bahu! i really need to send back to syaz for alter..kasi pendek.

kami menggayakan Mesh RS from Jumpsac at wedding

Yeehaa..

2010-02-13T03:46:00.004+08:00

Aku akan balik kampung aka bercuti di Raya Cina ini...
Hmm yg tak bestnye, mak & akak2 aku pi shopping ke Jakarta & Bandung, 5days pulak tu..jealous nye aku..plan mmg nk ikut tapi memandangkan Fatnin belum weaning lagi, pastu my TOOH's niece pulak kawen this week so terpaksa melepaskan niat..
Tapi yang bestnye, dapat gak lah berjalan. Masa untuk rehatkan otak!!!!!! Refresh! aku ingin keluar dari KL!..keluar dr opis..(rumah akulah)

Make up

2010-02-02T20:18:00.006+08:00

Since this 'thing' is quite hot nowadays..so i think i really want to try out. BB Cream. Dah usha banyak brand gak but never have time to go to the outlet nak amik sample so berangan jelah..tp bila last week i went back to my mom's, tengok2 cosway punya catalog, Latest arrival..BB Cream dr Zelan Vital. Aik mcm tau2 je aku mmg tgh gile carik benda alah ni so aku tgk rege RM55..tapi since it's new arrival, so they give Introduction Price at RM38..aku rembat..semalam gak aku beli..hehe Elle..aku buat post ni khas tok kau nih..hehe..

Secara bodo nye sbb aku tak try yg lain lagi so, pada aku.. mmg it gives tip top coverage..The cream is quite thick but once applied, it's okay with the skin. The cream dries up instantly when applied. Taklah cakey sgt. Not fragrance. Very mosturize. SPF42. thick cream, kalau lambat sapu muka cepat kering ah..

Comes with two shades tp aku rasa dah tersalah pilih, aku beli Natural Beige mcm gelap sgt pulak, ingat Beige tu putih sgt pulak nanti. Hmm btw, aku blom try wearing this cream for makeup base lah..sbb pakai kat rumah je. So blom tahu lagi how long it will last. I think i have to buy kabuki brush for cover up with dust powder..aku pakai sponge ni mcm tak best.

penggunaan sebelah muka je..tgh2 malam nih..hehe

nampak kan perbezaannye..tapi kalau tak pakau
kat leher mmg nampak beza sangat ah..

Joy of different people

2010-02-02T03:02:00.008+08:00

My TOOH and I had this conversation in car about my boifren-past. Why and how I went trough with all my previous relationships. Haha..nice huh? It was like, why did u change your mind la..how did you know he's not the one la..bla bla bla..
Then It came to my opinion about 'habit' that I think i didn't happen to tolerate with men. So, my husband was like 'kembang' lah coz obviously he is the one yg I can manage to love all the way. Then,I asked his opinion about me and he suddenly said that he has one thing to hates about me now that... - I with Japanese drama/movies craziness.. huh?I never thought this would be a big deal after all. I knew that sometime I seat in front of the tv for hours but, this would happen only at night time when, i have done all houseworks, dealt with kids. I only watch tv at night (never in a day). How can he hates me for that? Even i tried to calm with his comment, i still to feel unsettled. I 'move' once i open my eyes from bed, never stop with domestic comitments, feeding my children, dealing with their learning, cooking..i even have the fastest bath everyday, sometime sabun badan je kaki tinggal (teruk kan)..i could only sit for 60sec till my kids buat hal balik.. so, would I be so bad if i only need some time to watch my favorite's? What people don't know, watching my favorite drama/movies , the only things that I can free my mind after working all day, I laugh, concentrating, refresh and feel joy. Just consider this in reverse, for people who works in office. They can free their mind from their kids while in the office, with friends, lunch time, work hectic..but they will getting their nerve once they reach home and start to be mom/wife at evening time. So my point, I don't blame my TOOh to hate me with that but I rather have my statement on this judgement.

Bad Feeling

2010-02-02T02:27:00.005+08:00

Because of Thaipusam, I had to face traffic jam..and it was a day my family plan to celebrate January's Birthday..and I had to run to Gombak to pick up tartlets. While i was in car to Gombak with the no-moving traffic, my niece called and ask me to go to Grand Season Hotel to pick up her birthday cake. I was shocked at first and tried to be reasonable and gave her good answers. (how could I turn to Jln Ipoh while I am stuck in front of Bt Caves????arghhh)
However, my answers weren't good enough, and given disappointment to my SIL. I always put myself in this type of situation. When somebody ask (urge) for my help, I would try to give my best denying if it is not reasonable/able for me to do it but, in the end, I am the one who feel bad and disappointed. Do u guys ever be in this position? The truth is, sometimes I do feel that I am in a right position to say NO, then why would I still feeling bad?

What a mother am I

2010-01-28T16:45:00.007+08:00

son: "i want to eat tiger biscuit with milk..dip.."
so i prepared everything on the kitchen top and my son got so happy with his cup of milk. and there came his little sister with eager face and hope that she would have her own cup too. So i prepare another one for her..i made her cup of fresh milk together with 1 piece of biscuit. I went to my room, switch on my computer, and read my emails. That was my 1st sitdown after all houseworks have done.

The daughter got angry and her brother shouted at her say, " don't u dare!"..so i interrupted with shouting back to them.."what's going on guys?" and my son told that her sister wants his biscuits.. i heard his sister cried out loud (which i know not with tears but tantrum). I decided to be silent.

"no..." there came running steps to my room..and my son shouted, "mummy..adik did that" and it annoyed me..i try to calm and ask him what happen. He ran away. So i need to look out.
"what the h***?".aaaaaaaarrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh....i suddenly slashed my hand to the daughter and she fell from chair (thank god she fell safe), my son just standing 50m away from his sister and looks scared..I angry. I knew that he is the one who responsible, who did it. I was Totally 100% angry..milk spilled all over floor..and my kitchen top had cover with white liquid. i was so red and shouting "i hate this! go away..i am mad!".. i kicked chair, my son ran to the tv room and shut the door and I kicked the door too. What had happen to me, i don't know..but this is reality. I really couldn't help myself anymore, with my starve because of puasa qada, with this hot weather..and with this...i felt bad. i am bad mother.
I got mopping all the house and my heart crumble i couldn't say a word. I hardly kept myself not to cry buy my eyes watery while mopping the floor.." u go away luqman..mommy don't want to talk to u anymore" what i could say in dissappointed.

...now..im crying while am typing these, deep in my heart i want to let go but it is too hard for me. It still hurting me...

Refresh

2010-01-26T17:39:00.005+08:00

I had a wonderful morning at Frim last week, meeting new moms with same passion. Breastfeeding. This was my 1st gathering with Ratuhati.com, and i quite surprised since there were more than 50 attendees. There was also a slot for Babywearing introduction and I be honored to demo backcarry in Mei Tai. I also bought Coolababy cloth diapers from one of the WAHM and I kinda surprise about their performance. It is the brand from China btw.

the coolababy diaper

BF & BW mommies..

2010-01-22T03:35:00.004+08:00

So here I am..still have guts to blog even i really dont have any thought at this moment. I just turned another year of age last week and even-though it never be what i always care about, surprisingly, it was suck! I had doubt and still have aging blues. I guess. Perhaps another MLC. I dont know. In fact, i feel like wondering and questioning all about my life now. I ask to myself if only i had chance to back in time.. what year would it be? and then i realized that, i do satisfied with my life, my whole life until now. what the heck i questioning about it then?

Believe or not, sometimes, i felt empty, like i'm living in a hole. A big dark hole. I couldn't run, couldn't even lighten it up. Hence, I still here, in a new year, with new age, in new feeling. Welcome 2010. Will I survive?

PS: i dont have wrinkles yet, but i do have fat in my thigh..urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Where am I

2010-01-21T04:11:00.005+08:00

i got my laptop back..on my birthday..thanks to my TOOH..
and i got stuck with korean series..(i know..u know..) Boys Over Flowers..?
at first it was like melayan my nieces yg muda remaja watching this series
everynight at 8tv..then..gooooosh..i fell in love again...to the charactor! Ji Hoo..
then it all started..i following this series...:(
and,
since it came with 3 version which, adapted from Japanese comic and followed by tv series
in Taiwan, Japan & Korean (the one i watch now) so i had to watch all of them. wanted to.
so,
I watched Taiwanese, I got stuck..then i watched Japanese, i got stuck..huh..sangap!
The most I love..Japanese version!

New Year, Happy Holiday

2009-12-24T14:57:00.004+08:00

Owh I been busy for past two months..
end of year..yeap, quite scary since it would be my next age turn..but i never care about age, ever! because for me, age doesn't mean anything, for me, what have u gone trough is what u count. So, like previous years, I ll sit and recall for what had happen to me in whole year, whether I was good, I done good, or I given best.
2010 looks beautiful in number, for me, hmm let see...my Luqman will turning 5. My Fatnin will be weaning from BF, so I got to get pregnant again. Yeap, pregnant is always my dream/hope. Haha funny isinit? So, next year my target would be holding a newborn again. Be tough. Be smart. Be healthy. Be a MOM. SOLEHAH.

how fast they grow..
they are my hope, my promises to my Creator.
Making them the Best Khalifah in this world.

2009-12-11T00:30:00.002+08:00

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Been Out of World after Came In Fresh

2009-12-10T22:17:00.005+08:00

at Laman Padi..showing off my
'new RS' The Needlework on White Cotton from
Mamapatch
with TOOH at Beras Basah Island..

I been so busy and excited for my 2009 Family Vacation to Langkawi Island past 2 weeks. Yet I had settle all fly back tickets and got preparations for Raya Hajj, packing things for holiday is indeed the most happiest thing to do ( at least for me ). However, it quite tricky and mess. I got to run to my mom for Raya and need to catch train at 8 on the same day. What a kecoh hah? raya-raya sebok nak gi holiday.

at Dayang Bunting Lake..dare to leek my toes?

So, Langkawi is cool island to hang out and with LIMA held there this year, I must say I was too amused with this island. Unfortunately I wasnt got so much 'tingle' time in there. Not much for maximize my satisfaction. The only thing I would never forget was on train on our way to Perlis. It gave me fun and recalling moments. the other hand, I just remembered i was already home.
Okay, so I had this ok-so-so-holiday and other interesting story was,with 'after-the-holiday'. I backed to KL after spent 4days in Langkawi and sakit the day I reached KL. I had sick for a week! Cirit, stomach-ache, nauseous, vomiting (nope pregnant!) and headache. Went to Selayang Hosp for blood test, and had swallow dozens of medicine..I was flat. FLAT. Viral Langkawi ni memang ah! serik aku.......................
And I really not very into typing (blogging) with 'this-spastic-keyboard'...urghhhh i miss my laptop!!!!!!huwaaaaaa